The Press

The Press.

Stop Press:

The term 'The Press', is never truly taken rather seriously, and by most too. However, it in all ways actually should be. To understand this all much better is to in all say that, 'The Press' in all ways even, attempts to recode episodes in all too even, and of Human Behaviourism too, and which in many ways, are taken by many, to speak in all again, of Human Evolution, and on this very Earth too actually {that in all, we are still very much evolving, and into Civilized beings too that is}.

Surprisingly enough though, those who do take 'The Press' rather seriously, never do factor in, the most important of points in all {it being, just how long have we been on this Earth, and just how long too, will it take us to learn, how to be Decent Human beings in all that is}. That we in all again, have a 'Hominidal' (and a 'Monkey' even), parts to our selves, and parts too, apparently we are still trying to escape {and as with the belief even, once we do, we will build grand Civilization, and along the lines too, of the Pyramids and Egypt that is} {that in all again, Egypt and the Pyramids, never did truly happen, and with the exception perhaps, of an Alien theory or three, to help explain the grandeur of Egypt too that is}.

In all again too, and surprising enough is to say that, Alien theories appear to be rather strong in explaining the Past, and as with furtherly saying that, there are those who truly do falsely believe that, Westerners in all (and as Human beings too), are far more advanced in their ways even {and as with Intelligence too}, than the so said builders of the Pyramids themselves actually were {that in all, if an Ancient Egyptian or Greek, were to meet a Westerner today, they, the latter two, would appear rather backward in their ways (despite being Pyramids builders), than the Westerners, and that in all again, the Pyramids in all, were actually built, by Aliens too that is}.

In all again is to say that, the Ancients and peoples of old, often used Architecture to compare themselves to each other {and as with speak of Egypt, Greece, Italy, Rome and France too even}, and not Presentation skills either that is {and as is the norm today too actually} {and as with even truly saying that, African Architecture in all, Sub-saharan too, does have far more interesting Designs to it, and as compared to that, which does make the Modern/Western World today actually (but with also adding truly that, Africans in all today, are often considered Experts, and as with regards, to anything to do, with Design/Sociological 'Problem solving', and speak too even, of Traditional African Designs too actually)}.

To summarize the above succinctly perhaps is to say in all again that, speak of the 'Monkey' in us, and the 'Hominidal' too, not only does refer to speak of the Religious and the Political respectively, but also truly that, the 'Monkey' in us does refer to Human/Life trajectories, flights and course/direction (and as with all this rather Religious even), and with the 'Hominidal' in us on the otherhand referring to, Evolutionary/Survival based roads, paths and routes even {and as with this all even, rather Political in its ways actually}.

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We all have had the desire presumably, to do something crazy. Something today, heavily viewed from the Religious perspective, and not from the Moral/Dogmatic perspective either {and as with saying that, Dogma in itself, could very well be said, to apply to our Hominidal selves that is} {but with it agreed upon too that, these selves in all too really, do actually differ from each other, and as with speak furtherly too even, of progress made in all, and as with regards, to Evolution in itself actually}.

I, am no different from others and though I must say, I have always been rather Religious minded (Humane to say the least), and on just about anything too, and talk of that too believed as being not Socially acceptable either. Recent examples in this case, and as with my childhood even having been rather tame that is, have included my visiting of a Gentlemen Clubs in Montreal (Quebec), and to not only just merely watch some of the most beautiful women out there (and as with they Quebecois even), dancing, and slowly too, taking off their garments, and with me in return, staring at them rather boldly even, and as with speak even, of no fear at all, and of any form of reappraisal too that is. Then there was the time back at the University of Calgary, when Kerrie (and someone I had spoken about before too), an Aussie, decides to come up to me while I am watching Television back at the residence I was staying at, and decides in many a way too,. to attempt to ask me to join a party, that was taking place, in one of the Corridors and with me on the otherhand, seeking in many ways even, to abruptly and noticeably even (and to her that is), ignore her actually {and as with my not being too happy about being in Canada that is, and as with regards mainly, to Identity issues too that is}. Kerrie did walk away though (and a Kerrie too, prone now to wearing Mini-skirts that is), but I later on, did write her a letter, telling her, she was the most beautiful thing on Earth actually {and a whole incident in many ways too, that I did actually feel, did stir up the Knight in me actually}. Then there was the time I was living in Flogsta again (my residence in Uppsala), when I did in all again, decide to send one of the Staff Personnel, and a Danish Lady in many ways too, some gifts, and made up of Flowers and Wines too, and a Book added to it all even, and for the prime reason too, that my stay at Flogsta in all, would actually go well, but also truly again and as with my doing this rather anonymously even, just merely out of adventure in itself actually {and as with she even, rather strict in her ways, and as with my having to go, to the local Student Residence office, and which was in the residence in itself, Flogsta, and while in all attempting to creep in there, and leave the gifts too, and doing this unnoticed, I was caught by moments of apprehension, which did see me in all again, leave the gifts instead, right outside the door to the entry itself (and in a place too, I was sure it would be rather easily noticed, the gift packaging that is, and as the office in itself, had two glass doors to it, and as with my choosing only, to only truly open up one of them that is}.

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While in Canada though, I do remember watching Canadian TV {and as with it even, speaking of Local content that is}, and which I did find rather interesting, and as it did in all again, speak of Canadians even, and very much as 'Monkey' beings too actually. Take Toronto, the most vilified part of Canada (and by Canadians too), and due in all, to a prevailing mindset even, that 'Monkey do, Monkey see' 'Monkey behaviour' in all, does truly find a home in Canada, and within Toronto too that is. It was while doing this, i did discover Canadian Television station, U8TV, and as with it not only based in Toronto, but in many ways too, speaking even somewhat, of the daily lives, of Canadians in all again, I never did get to meet {and as with saying that, there is a significant population of Canada, that chooses not to go to University but instead, choose in all, to go to Canadas rather many Technical/Arts Colleges that is}. It was while watching U8TV, that I did come across, a show known as 'The Lofters' {and one too, speaking/displaying Humans in all, and very much too, as with regards, to the Hominid in us all that is}. There was Arisa Cox, and a certain Trevor 'Tre' Smith too, and in many ways, the most interesting of characters, and this speaking too, of the very first season of 'The Lofters' that is. Funnily enough and as I personally did see the whole show in all was that, Arisa Cox in all again, appeared to very much have the hots for 'Tre', and as with 'Tre' too, distinctively noticing this, but no one else in the show, having appeared to have gotten a hold or clue, of all this actually {and it all left to 'Tre' too, to deal with everything, rather humourously and amicably even, and as with being self-effacing too that is}. A situation in all again, one would very well associate with our 'Monkey' selves, and not the 'Hominidal' in us that is.

Yet still, what was happening at U8TV in itself, was far more interesting {they too having many a show, on the Internet too actually}, and more of this, will be referred to below, and as we attempt to explain 'Monkey business', and from more or less, a Scientific perspective too that is.

Back to more of my history in the 'Monkey world', is to in all again perhaps, refer even, to one Polina, and a Russian too, and whom in all again i did meet and while holding a part-time job too, and at the University of Calgary's Food & Residence Services unit that is. She in many ways, chose to speak to me, in a thick and draughty Russian accent, and as with speak too even, of a James Bond movie or three, and as with my perhaps wondering, whom i truly was when I heard all this, and whom she too in all again actually was, and when she did choose to speak as such that is {and as with saying that, it was a Russian accent (and as with my knowing/remembering now that, Russians do speak English and as well too, as the English in many ways actually do), and that it all in all too really, was very much 'Monkey business', and which Polina (and a Blond too), chose to engage in, and at my expense too that is}. Then there was the only friendship in some ways, I did make and while at the University of Calgary too actually. It being with one Humud, and from Tanzania too (Dar-es-salaam to be exact), and in the 6 years we did know each other, we spent talking about nothing at all truly, but engaging in many ways even, in 'Monkey talk' too actually {and as with how truly even, one day in all, we would be all rather rich/wealthy too, or even, going as far as giving women, names such as 'Bambi' and 'Maua' (Flower) too, and talking of such women, for 6 whole years in a row, and as with the belief even, that they would one day, merely show up at our respective living places, and all would be just great that is}.

When I did get to Sweden though, I did decide to engage in some more 'Monkey business' of my own, and which as with good business opportunity perhaps, I did believe, would bring me great satisfaction in my life that is. I decided in all again, i was going to send an anonymous letter, and to none other, than Princess Madeleine herself. I had it all figured out and plotted out even, and as I did intend, to scare the Princess out of her wits {and by telling her stuff too and about herself, which she knew in all again, was probably truly} {and something too, I kinda do know just how to go about doing that is}, and in all ways too even, sit back, and wait to see, just what would actually happen {and just in time too, to discover that, there was absolutely no way to contact Princess Madeleine, and by mail or email too that is (and in many a way too even, making me rather disappointed, and about Sweden in itself too actually)}.



Whom truly though, are we as 'Monkeys' actually {and as with this even, truly a good way of gauging just how long, we have been on this Planet}. To answer this more or less difficult question is to speak in all again, of just how Evolution on this Earth, is actually poorly perceived by most. That in all, speak of the Darwinian and the Leakyian even {'Group Formations' entry}, is to poorly in all too even, speak of all of Humanity, and as being one too that is {that everyone could very well have become Italian or French even, and by immigration too that is} {and in all ways even, attempting to reduce History in itself, to nothing more than the Darwinian, or the Leakyian even (and with they both, not well fully acquainted, with the issue of Religion that is)}.

There is however another way, and the proper way too perhaps, of viewing life/History on this very Earth, and very much too, from a Community/Communal perspective actually. That in all, while the Darwinian and the Leakyian, does speak of our 'Hominidal' selves in all, these other theories, do in all again refer to our 'Monkey' selves actually {and as with they even, differing from the 'Hominidal' too that is}. In many ways too, these theories, do speak of Human beings, and as Inhabitants too actually {and of a City perhaps}, and as with describing these Inhabitations in all again, as Colonies, Enclaves, Habitats etc. That in all, terms such as Colonies or Habitats even, do in all again, refer to our 'Monkey' selves, and not the 'Hominidal' actually {and as with the former too, taking Religion heavily into account, and with the latter, speaking mainly of the Political in most ways actually}.



In many a way too, Television Shows and such as Big Brother too, do attempt to present Human beings in all, and very much in the 'Monkey' mold too, and not from the Cultural either, and as many often do falsely tend to believe actually {that the Cultural in all again, and as with the Victorian even, does lie right above perhaps, our 'Monkey' selves too that is}.

In all ways even, 'Monkey' theories of ourselves, does speak in all again, of us as Learners actually {and as with saying that, an immigrant from Asia to America, several generations from then on, would still lag a Traditional American in all too even, and in just about every way too that is}, but in many ways too, all this speaking of regional/Local Identities too actually.

Take Africa for instance {but minus Abyssinia (Ethiopia, Kenya, Somalia)}, where one does find that, the 'Monkey' self in all {and as with the History of Egypt too}, does take the form of not only Monkeys, but also speak of what they do term, Habitats in all too really. That in all, Monkeys living within Africa perhaps, do divide themselves by Habitats, and in many ways too and as with Learning just how to perceive themselves that is, do engage in all again, in Warfare actually, and as with this spurring in all too even, their desire in all again, to advance and in just about everyway too, and as with regards to life in itself too that is. That in many ways, the History of Egypt, was rather highly Political in itself actually, and as with most not knowing that, Egypt was heavily divided and by the region even, and into Architectural based Habitats, and such that, not only was Egypt rather politically unstable in all {and as with speak too even, of Civil strife that is} {and the very world even, of Pharaonic Politics actually}, but the very fact that, the Egyptians in all did choose to live heavily based around the Habitat model, and making Egypt in all (and as with Tribal Africa today even), highly decentralized, and as with this furtherly speaking even, of a high cultural diversity, which in all again, did speak of Egypts needing, too many a Resource, that they did in all again (and as with Political moves even), gain from Nubia in itself, and other places too and as far even, as Mesopotamia in itself too actually {and as with Egypt too, eventually seeking to 'colonize' Mesopotamia in all, and as with regards to this end actually (and of Political stability within Egypt too that is)}.

You do have South America too, where one in all again and as with our 'Monkey' selves too {and speak even perhaps, of Meso-American Civilization there}, does speak in all, of Hearths (simple resting places in all again), and as with Hearths too, speaking of Apes in all too really. That South Americans in all again, and as 'Monkeys' too, are very much Apes, and all this in many ways too, does speak of the very world of Tarzan and Jane too actually {and as with they even, inhabiting Hearths in all, and deep in Ape/primate country too that is}.

You do then have North America (and as with it including Mexico even), where in all again, one does see that the 'Monkey' in all and amongst North Americans too, does take the form of the Chimpanzee {and all this too, in all ways even referring to what they do call Enclaves too actually} {and as with Enclaves too, what did make New York once, a rather famed and Wealthy City too that is} {but with New York now, and in many a way too, heavily populated by Ghettos in all actually, and further speak too even, of the Habitat model, having strongly failed, to work therein (in New York) that is}.

You also do have Asia, where the 'Monkey' in them all, is none other than the Gorilla actually, and as with saying truly that, Gorillas in all again, do inhabit what they do call Dwellings actually {and as with they even, rather open spaces in all, and which they do live in, and as with this too, referring to the very open nature, and of Architecture too, and as seen in Asia too that is}. In all, drama here arising in the very form too, of King Kong perhaps {and the very belief even, and Worldly today too, that primitive folks in all again, can actually take over ones existence/world, and via battle too actually}. In many ways too, speak of Gorillas and Dwellings, is to speak in all again of the need, to develop, what one would call 'institutions' (or Local Institutions even), and as with Gorillas too, primates in all, known to need personal instruction/tutoring, to make it in life that is {and as with Japan too on the otherhand, attempting to escape their Asian past, and via speak even, of Godzilla too that is}.

You do then have the Middle East in all, and a place too in all again, where the 'Monkey' in them, is to be best associated in all again, with the Orangutan actually {and as with this furtherly even, referring to what they do call 'Orbits' too actually} {and as with saying that, an Orbit does consist of a highly Secure place that is, and so as to prevent all forms of Crime and Security threats even}. In all again, the very world of 'Colonial mentalities' too (but not actual Colonialism) {and as with perceived 'Security threats' too that is}, and in many ways, 'Monkey' theories in all, and as based highly around even, the very world/works of Jane Goodall {and Orangutan primate life too, and as seen in the very Heart of the Congo too that is} {and that in all again, Africa, is a rather important Continent in all, and as with regards, to understanding ourselves, and not only from the 'Hominidal', but also, from the 'Monkey' too that is}.

Finally again, you do have Europe, and a place too, that does speak of Exclaves, and the Simian Monkeys in all too really {but with Italy on the otherhand, having the 'Monkey' in the form, of the Baboon too actually (and as with Italian Women too, the very kind to bite you actually)}. The world of the Exclave though, is one highly filled with all forms or kind even, of Symbols and Signs (and as with the Jungian even), and warning many a person too, about misbehaving in all too really {and as with these Signs/Symbols even, referring readily in all, to authority and power in itself that is}. To understand Europe from the Exclave, is to not only see it from the Church in all (European and Italian), but in all ways even, referring to Architecture in the form, of the Castle too actually {that Europe in all again, had its lowest forms of living, associated with the Exclave and the Castle (and as with this speaking too even, of the Cultural, and not the Mythological either), and that in many ways too, Europe today, is mainly uninhabited, and as with referring even, to the modern way of viewing Europe in all, and from its Road Transport networks too, and not its Water Transport Networks either} {and as with furtherly adding that, the Windsor Castle in England, and one of Arthurian-Tudor origins too, was in all ways even, associated with the very realms, of the Exclave in Europe, Provincial life too, and authority in all ways too even} {and as with it even, not as grand as the Arthurian and English realms that is}. In many ways again, this theory of Exclaves, does speak of perceiving in all again, the very History of Europe, and from the perspective of savage Blondes even (but as with they even, perceived somewhat rather Intelligent that is), and Christian Armies too (and as with they even, Italian in all too actually), and the battles that did go on, and as with regards, to the conquest of Europe in itself that is {that in many ways too, History, and as associated in all again, with our 'Hominidal' selves does differ from that associated in all too really, with our 'Monkey' selves actually in that, the latter, is most likely in all too really, to repeat itself actually (and as with speak too even, of a thieving friend that is)}.

Finally again you do have the Baboon, and the very world too even, of Colonies that is and as with the Baboon too, describing the 'Monkey', and as not only seen in Italy too, but also Boston, America too actually {and as with the rest of America even, made up of Enclaves that is}, but with the Baboon very much too, describing the 'Monkey', and as seen in Abyssinia too that is {'the Savannah', 'the Plains', the 'Arid areas'}. In all again though, all this speaking and referring even, to the History of not only Kenya and Ethiopia, but Somalia too, and from the very perspective even, of Settler Communities (Colonies) that is, and in all ways too even, tough speak too, of protecting ones turf in all that is {and that one in all again, learns to survive on their very own, or falls to the side too, and falling too, as dead too that is} {and as with all this too even, speaking of huge Bodies of Knowledge Accumulation, and to be found in Italy too, and as with regards, to Colony based mindsets that is}.



It is this manner of seeing ourselves in all, and as 'Monkeys' too, and not as Hominids either, that does in many ways too even, lead to rather interesting interpretations, and of Freuds works too actually. That in all too really, they heavily viewed from the 'Hominidal' in all {and speak too even of Darwin and Leakey perhaps}, but they instead too and in all again, are best viewed from the perspective of the 'Monkey' in us actually. That in many ways too, some of Freuds best theories in all, and from Subconscious Fears, to Infantilism, and even the Pleasure Principle in itself, are best viewed in all again, from the 'Monkey' in us, and not the 'Hominidal' either}.

That in all again, viewing ourselves primarily as Community/Communal beings, and not primarily as Political beings either {and as with the 'Hominidal' too that is, and further speak too even, of High Culture too that is}, is probably in all again, the very best way, to go about solving the rather many even, problems, and to be seen amongst Human beings today too actually. That in many ways, many have taken to viewing Survival in itself, and as highly based around Media in itself that is, when in reality, Community/Communal mindsets {and as with Freud too even interpreted as such}, does in many ways even, acutely solve many of our Survival based problems actually, and as with they even, best viewed from the perspectives of the Psychological {that being Decency in itself, Accumulated Knowledge Bodies (and such as Local Farming practises), and finally even Race/Cultural Identity too that is} {that in many ways too, the three are what Communal/Community, do constitute of in all ways too even} {and as with the Freudian today too, used in many ways even, to attempt to describe, whom we are at the 'Hominidal' level, and as Success chasing beings too that is (and in all ways too even, just how maladaptive in all, we truly are, and when it does come, to defining Success too that is)}. That in all again, viewing ourselves as Communal/Community beings does speak of, our not only seeking out Decency in our lives {and as with Decency too even, mastering it too, capable of dealing or solving just about any Economic problem to be seen in the World today actually}, but that Accumulated Knowledge Bodies and Race/Cultural Identity too, can best in all again, be viewed from the Freudian in all, and speak too even, of Subconscious Fears, Infantilism, and finally even, the Pleasure Principle in itself too that is {and as with it best directed/applied, to Local/Communal/Community existences, and not International either that is (but with the International even, best perceived in all again, and from Communal in all ways too even)}. In all, attempting to view oneself and as such (Community/Communal/Local), does speak in all again, of truly seeing oneself, and as with the Modern/Western too, and as a rather Maladaptive being too that is {and as with this even, speaking of just how poorly in all, the Pleasure Principle is applied, and to our daily lives too that is}, and that in all again, we in the Modern/Western World, do posses two Psychological states {and as with they both even, not only made up of Subconscious Fears that is, and Infantilism issues too, but issues in all again, pertaining to the Pleasure Principle, but that in all again, some are real (those having to do with the Communal/Community), and while others in all again, are actually rather Imaginary in their ways even (and as with speak of those too, having to do with most Media to be seen out there actually)}.

Farvel

'the European Moor'

Mutual Attraction/Repulsion

Mutual Attraction/Repulsion.

Jessica, was not the only person, I would be sending gifts and presents to, and while in Sweden too. There was someone else. Her name, was Kaisa Saastamoinen, and in many ways too, a true Swede in all too really {and despite, her having a Finnish last name too that is}.

But before I get fully into that, let me introduce this entry much more properly, and by speaking in all again, of what it does truly entail: Mutual Attraction and Mutual Repulsion. To speak more of all this is to say that, many never do truly think about their lives, and from more or less, a Plain and Ordinary perspective too. This in many ways truly, does speak truly in all again, of just what does constitute life in itself, and when one can be said to be Bored too that is. That many a person, when attempting to deal with the Plain and Ordinary (and as with regards mainly, to Boredom in itself too perhaps), will probably have a friend tell them, "You should go out more", or even party some more, or even truly again, probably just simply try to have fun (or 'sex' too), and in as many ways as possible too that is. This in many ways, is the levels that Society just about everywhere, has fallen to, and as with saying truly that, once a person does enter a state of Boredom (and as with losing general enthusiasm even) and in all too even, getting out of it, can be more impossible, than one does believe it to be actually {that in all again, one will never have enthusiasm, and for just about anything too, and as with speak to even, of the rest of their lives too that is}.

It was this general fear, of getting into a state of Boredom {and as with my knowing or acknowledging even that, there was a fearful factor in knowing that, partying or attempting to seek out sex in itself, could furtherly even, enhance this problem} {that in all, if sex or partying, did not solve this Boredom problem (or what psychologists call Ennui), then I would be left in a state, where I truly wondered, what to do with the rest of my time/life, and as with my acknowledging even perhaps, that life in itself, had nothing much to offer one, and as with speak too even, of my being an endless dreamer that is (and as with my holding Romance too and as a theological concept, rather close to my Heart that is)}. It was this general fear again, of getting into a state of Ennui, that led me, to do as I did, when it did come, to Jessica {send someone many would consider a stranger in all (and to me too that is), a Box, waist high, and filled with gifts and presents too}, but unknown to most, what it did actually do, was help me escape, the very fear of believing myself, to be in a perpetual state of imprisonment in all {and not as with regards, to my not having money that is, but with regards in all again, to the general fear, of getting into a permanent state of Boredom/Ennui that is} {that once in this state, one could very well consider it, a life-time imprisonment of a kind actually}.

Luckily in my life, I have had the chance of meeting many a person, that I could very well say, allowed for us in all, to acknowledge each other {that in many ways, we did know each other somewhat intimately, and as with Intimacy too, a key thing in all, in helping fight Boredom/Ennui that is}. With Kaisa though, this moment of Intimacy occurs (and as with our acknowledging each other), when I first in many ways, did arrive in Sweden (though in my second year of stay actually), and with my being still very much, reclusive in my ways actually {and as with my not truly knowing that, if my general expectations of life in Sweden were not met (or did not come true), I would be facing a major crisis in my life, and as with my knowing too that, Sweden, was one of the much more better Countries out there, one could ever live in}. Kaisa though, and as I am now walking back into my apartment in Uppsala, a long corridor too leading me there in many ways, comes up to me somewhat excitedly, and starts speaking furiously {and as if I was in all, a long lost friend that is}. I though, I am somewhat, in a state of shock and surprise, and as I freeze, Kaisa continues talking some more, before she notices the blank expression on my face, about my not, truly acknowledging her that is {and as with my saying that, her expectations in many ways, and about whom I was perhaps, were dashed in many a way actually}.



However though, I did get to buy her, many a small gift/present (including some flowers), which I did leave, outside her door, and as with my feeling the juices in my body too, stir up in many a way, and before my entering in all, a state of apprehension actually, and of what could possibly, follow too that is {and as with my saying that, for the next few days, Boredom/Ennui, were completely out of my mind that is}. Kaisa, acknowledged the sending in all, of the gifts/presents, and as in saying that, when we did next meet, none of our expectations about each other, were to be dashed perhaps, and in all again, my noticing that, we did become somewhat Intimate even, and with each other too (and as with she even, acknowledging my actions, and as a gesture of kindness of a kind perhaps), and as with my furtherly stating that, most do seek out, Sex, and in itself and in order, to experience full Intimacy, when the same in all again, can be achieved in some ways, and by sending someone, a gift, and at the very right time too actually.

Then there was Ingrid too, Ingrid Nasslund, and the only woman perhaps, and in this lifetime too, I have probably been able, to make/have laugh, and in an open and genuine manner too, and such that, it did in all, catch my attention actually {and as with she perhaps even, keenly intelligent too, and not only noticing this, but in many ways even, me and her in all, creating an Intimate bond of a kind actually} {to this very day, many years after (and as with my having met Ingrid in my very first year of stay in Sweden), I still do remember her in many a way, and as with speak too that is, of moments of passing bliss, but speaking truly, of an intimate bond of a kind, created at that very moment, she did choose to laugh rather openly in all, and at a joke too, made at her expense actually}.

In many ways, the above does speak of, what they do term Mutual Attraction/Repulsion {and as with it even, a kind of Energy matrix in all, that does make living everyday life, one of enthusiasm, love perhaps, general/great interest, or even, simply humour filled and by the moment too that is}.

It is this very issue, of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion {and as with Mutual Repulsion too, and as with speak too even, of Eddie Murphy as an actor perhaps, capable of being rather joyous/enlightening}, that is truly in all again, missing in many a persons life today actually {that when one does speak, of a Hollywood Star, and such as Eddie Murphy too for instance, we are in many ways referring, to the moments of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, that they do bring to our lives actually (and as with just about every moment/minute too that is)} {and as with saying truly that, most would immediately even, look up, and on hearing perhaps, that Eddie Murphy, just did walk in, and into a vicinity too, one was in at the moment, and as with speak too even, of his now natural ability even, and in creating humour filled at the very least, Mutual Repulsion that is} {and as a reminder again, something in all too, Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, totally missing in our lives today, and such that, the danger of entering into a state of Boredom/Ennui is made rather large even, and as stated before too, and in all again is to remind one that, upon entering such a state, one in many ways, is done with life in all actually (and as with what many a man out there might know or recognize even, and when they do hear, that a Woman, can make one or break one too that is)}.

In many ways too, speaking of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, is the very key even, to understanding just how many a nascent Civilization of the past in all, did fully attempt to exist/rise, and as with saying truly that, Ancient Nubia (or Nubian Civilization in itself for instance), can best be studied, and politically too, from this very perspective, and as with stating furtherly that, attempting to study Nubia and from an Egyptian perspective too {and as with Egypt truly grand in its ways, and due its understanding in all, of psychological concepts and such as Mutual Attraction/Repulsion}, can in all again lead one, to develop a rather false picture even, of just whom in all again, the Nubians truly were {that they were not a Civilization in all, attempting to mimic or copy Egypt actually, but one again, whose understanding of psychological concepts (and as seen everywhere in the World too that is), and such as Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, did greatly even, differ from that seen, in Egypt too that is} {that in all, the very world perhaps, of three or more people seated/standing in a Bar somewhere, and drinking too in all, and then having someone walk in, and make this group of three in all again, rather tense in their ways actually, was actually how in all again, daily life in Ancient Nubia perhaps, did actually play itself out (and as with furtherly saying that, the Egyptians in all, chose not to behave in this manner too that is)}.

Brazil too, is another place of somewhat great interest, and when it does come, to Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, and as with it owing all this in many ways even, to the Artform of Capoeira in itself actually. While in Canada, and in Sweden too actually, I did begin to take an active interest in Caopeira, and as in saying that, I do believe I had some natural instincts to me, that did in all state that, the destructive to me, Behaviour in all again, that many did engage in {and as with speak of deviant sexuality even}, would eventually lead me to enter a permanent state of Ennui/Boredom, and one too, one could not escape from that is {and as with my associating this state, with a grand even, absence in all, of Romance in itself that is}. To me in all again, Self-destructive Behaviour and as with some acknowledging the existence in all, of such Behaviour, speaks in all again, of entering into a permanent state of Boredom/Ennui {and in many ways too even, bringing destruction in itself, to what Freud, did call, the 'Id' actually}. Capoeira though, was exciting stuff to me, and I chose to read just about anything I could find on it, and as with my not truly knowing (or acknowledging too that), lots written about Capoeira, had in many ways even, to do with issues of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion in themselves {that in many ways too even, to speak of Slavery in Brazil perhaps, was to speak in all again, of just how Capoeira in all, did attempt, to transform the very environment/World and in which Slavery did exist too, and by attempting to view it all, and from the perspective of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion that is {that those trained in Capoeira in all, knew in all again just how, to deal with any form of oppressive behaviour and via mastering in all again, Mutual Attraction/Repulsion too that is} {and as with adding furthely that, lots written about Slavery and Capoeira, is actually mythic in its ways, and in many ways too, does speak of worst case scenarios, and as with speaking of Slavery in South America in all again, as apparently happening, in a Case-based scenario/'setting' that is}. In many ways too, Brazil, to this very day, and via Capoeira too, could very well transform itself, into a paradise of a kind actually, and as with it even, adopting Capoeiras rather interesting Mutual Attraction/Repulsion energies perhaps, and as with saying truly that, they do appear rather advanced in their ways actually and such that, they are able to encompass the whole of South America, and as with regards to all this that is (that Brazilians in all, and as with Brazils reknowed Soccer Team even, learning how to deal with people on an average, and from a Mutual Attraction/Repulsion basis, and as seen too, in Capoeira actually)}.



The Middle East, is one of the most unknown Regions of the World and to many a person too that is. But what most don't truly know about the Middle East (perceiving it all, as Desert, and rich Oil Sheikhs too that is), is that, its a place in all again, where one could truly say that, Mutual Attraction/Repulsion in many ways, does actually reach its very heights {and as with speak too even, of the rest of the World that is}. That in many ways, Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, is capable of reaching such great heights in the Middle East, and in many ways too, making everyday life even, a bliss of a kind {and as with furtherly saying that, Fundamentalist Islam in all, does view both Prophet Muhammed and Al-Bukari, from this very perspective even, and of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion too that is, and as with associating both respectively in all too even, with the Desert Oasis (and one filled with rather cool and sweet waters too), but in all again, with the very image too, of a Desert Rose that is} {in many ways though, one could truly attempt to summarize Islam in all, and as a mystery too, and from this very perspective too actually}.



While in Canada and Sweden though, I did not notice at times that many a girl perhaps, would at times, come somewhat running up to me, and as if with great interest even or enthusiasm too, and of just whom in all again, I truly was actually {and as with my saying that, it was not Sexual either and in a traditional manner too that is}. Take Amanda for instance, and from Winnipeg in Canada too, she in all attempting even, to make many another person aware in all of, her 'belief' that I was kind of unique and different, and even rather cool in my ways too actually. When one does hear the words/terms/names Egypt, America, Greece, France, England, India or China and Italy too, they fully fail at times, to truly grasp what they do actually mean. That in many ways, they do actually speak of the plain and ordinary (and as with these places too, having risen to great heights in daily life that is), and as with this even, referring to everyday Mutual Attraction/Repulsion too that is. That in many ways, when most do think of the Plain and Ordinary, and Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, they in all, do think of the Civil {and as with this even, just how the Plain and Ordinary, and Mutual Attraction/Repulsion in most ways too, was actually defined and in a place too, like Ancient Nubia for instance} {and with this practise too, become rather prevalent in all again, and in our Modern times too that is}. In the old World though (and as with this even including Brazil and the very world of Capoeira too even), Plain and Ordinary, and also Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, did very much take, the form of Humour & Expressivity {and as with the 'Civil' in Japan too, speaking of the Samurai, and the Geisha too actually}. That in all, these forms existence, were much higher in scope and nature {and as with talk even of the Plain and Ordinary that is, and also Mutual Attraction/Repulsion too}, than those defined, by the Civil in all actually {and as with speak too even, of Civil Liberties that is} {and as with saying truly that, this is a better way, of gauging just how the old World was advanced, and as with this referring in all again, to the very realms of Human Potential, and that defining the Plain and Ordinary, and also Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, and via Humour & Expressivity too, did give birth, to far more advanced Societies in all, than those too, defined in all again, and by the Civil in all too really and as with regards, to Mutual Attraction/Repulsion and on average too that is}.

While still in Canada though, and probably battling the beliefs of an Amanda or two, that I was in many ways, simply merely a great guy that is, and something at the time too, I did not acknowledge in any way or form that is, I had in many ways too, not consolidated my Identity as a Kenian actually, having seen myself in all, as merely having had an experience, and as having grown up in Kenya too that is {and as with my having even, lived mainly a reclusive life in all again, and while growing up too that is}. It was only in many a way, and upon my being deported from Sweden {and as with my belief that, I was just merely unlucky, to have been born in Kenya}, that I did start thinking of whom I was, and as with regards to my Identity, and back in Kenya too that is. In many ways, my acknowledging directly even, my Arab identity perhaps {as with it even, consisting of many a practise and certain forms of Scholarship I did adhere too (and as with my fully understanding them that is)}, I began to realize in all again, migratory trends, that had led many a European even, and from Europe in itself, and into Kenia too actually {and as with my not understanding myself as Kenian even, what in many ways had me disillusioned in many ways too, about life, and as with my stating again that, Kenya in all, was founded by Brown/White Immigres and Emmigres in all, and as coming in from Europe, Italy and America even} {in many ways too, my problem with creating a Kenian Identity had to do, with it very much to this day, Kenya that is, lacking a Constitution even, and as with this even, rather important, for the creating of an Identity in all that is} {and with the difficulty in all this again, of coming up with a Constitution for Kenya, due in all ways even, to the very fact that, Constitutions do speak of Individuals in all, enjoying various Civil Liberties and Freedoms that is, and what one does find is that, in Kenya in all, the Individual, is highly defined in all again, by Communicational abilities, and finally even, Oracular Knowledge Systems actually (and as with both of these, capable of being, rather individual in their ways too actually)}.

However though, my reason for writing the above on Kenia, has to do with alerting many a person out there that, the terms Kenia and Kenya in all, do have specific meanings to them all actually {and as with alerting many a person too, that what does fall under Kenya, has always been truly defined, by White populations to be seen in Kenya, and alongside Cushitic groups too actually}. Kenya in many ways, does refer even, to a way of viewing not only the Plain and Ordinary, but also Mutual Attraction/Repulsion, and as highly based around, Intelligence in itself actually {that in all again, survival in the early years of Kenya (Pre-Colonial even), were highly based around accumulated Intelligence in all, and as consisting of Swahili, European, American, Victorian, Cushitic and even British forms of Intelligence in themselves actually (and all this too, speaking of the Plain and Ordinary, and even Mutual Attraction/Repulsion that is)}. Kenia though, is a different term. It in all again does speak of (and as with attempting to make many a person out there aware of this), of names/terms in all again, and as seen even, in the old World too {they being Egypt, Greece, France, India, China, Italy etc.,}. That what did define, these reknowed names/terms in all again, was actually, the kind of Humour & Expressivity, associated in all again, with them too actually. That in all, and unknown to most too, there is what one could call, a unique even, form of Humour & Expressivity, to be seen in Kenia too, that in many ways even, can open up Civilization (and life on this very Earth too), to newer forms of existences, and as previously unknown to man too that is. That in all again, this new form of Humour & Expressivity, can be seen in works such as 'Marlfox' and by Brian Jacques too, and in many ways too, is to open up an invitation to those out there, who still do love the very concept of Civilization in all {and living life as never known before too that is}, to attempt in their own right, to investigate this factor/phenomenon in all again {that of a unique Humour and form of Expressivity too even, and one capable in all again, of generating rather new ideas actually, and on just how to live in Kenya/Kenia even, and the rest of the World too that is} {and as with reminding many too, Kenya and as with Intelligence, is best associated in all again, with the very works of Ernest Hemingway actually} {and with Kenia too on the otherhand, and as it is at the present, housing Intelligence in all, and as with speak of Brown Europeans/Italians too, mainly Italian/Arthurian in its ways too actually}.



We in many ways too, do live in a world, and one accurately even, perceived as being highly prejudicial and racist in its ways too actually {and as with this even, speaking primarily of the Social, and not the Political either}. In many ways too, while racism and discrimination in all, are often presented as being highly political even, one does find though, they mainly make their ways manifest, in the Social realms actually {and as with speak too even, of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion that is}. That in all, viewing racism and discrimination from the perspective of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion and as versus the Political too that is, does allow for one to notice that, Skin colour discrimination in all, is of a lesser degree in all again, than Gender based discrimination is, or even Age/Country/Nationality discrimination too that is {and that in many ways too, Gender based discrimination, is the most virulent of all these, and as with Women too, capable or incapable/useless, openly favoured by society too that is}.

Finally in all again is to speak of what does constitute the Civil, and in the Modern World too {that Ancient Nubia in all, did actually have a better definition of the Civil, and as with it even, based around Religion/Amun that is}. That in all again, the Civil in the Modern/Western World, is highly defined via Women (appeasing them), Secularism (and as with getting served rather quickly, and in a food eatery too for instance), and even Popular life (and as with seeking out 'sex', and at just about any opportunity too that is). That in all, the above three, do make for not only the defining of the Civil in the Modern/Western World {and speak too even of the UN standards/qualities of life too that is}, but that this too, has come to define, not only the Plain and Ordinary in the World today, but also, all forms and kinds even, of Mutual Attraction/Repulsion that is {and as with the old World even, not caring to appease Women at all, and having risen to great heights even (and at the very least too even, from the perspective of Scholarship/Literature and everyday life even), by basing the Plain and Ordinary, Mutual Attraction/Repulsion too, and on several things: and as with England for instance, with being great Speakers, and with France on the otherhand, with being great Coversationalists, and with America too, with being great Conversants, and finally too Kenia in itself perhaps, speaking of becoming in all again, great Communicators actually (and with the likes of Italy, Egypt and Greece too, basing all this, and on Mythology in itself too actually)}.


'the Moor'

Creative Imagination

Creative Imagination.

While schooling in all, and in Sweden too (and as a University student that is), I decided, to do the most strangest of things. Surviving on merely $500 per month (and as with this including Food too that is, but not Rent), I found myself in many ways (and for no good reason at all either), thinking about someone, I had met in Canada: a certain Jessica Moberg. Jessica was someone, I had met, and while in Engineering School too, and in Canada ('University of Calgary'), and she in many ways even, was in many of the classes, that in all again, I chose not to attend {and as with my hearing that Bill Gates did in all again, found Microsoft, and without having attended any of his classes at Harvard too that is}. In all though, I did eventually truly meet Jessica (and in a more or less publicly segregate Canada too), and in one of my Lab sessions too that is (a Computer Architecture course), and in more ways than one, we did not actually hit it off well at all really {but thankfully, and due to the presence of one Anthony Baastiansen in all, and who in many ways too, was able to harmonize in all, our poorly formed trio that is}. Course done, and many years down the road too, and now a Graduate student in Sweden, I do find myself, thinking in more ways than one, about Jessica {and for no good reason at all too that is}. With time, I decide to deal with this problem, by writing to Jessica, and to in all again perhaps, see, just what her response in many ways would be {as the last time in all I do remember seeing Jessica in Canada, we did exchange small smiles, and smiles too (and as with this occurring after Graduation too that is), that did speak in all again, of acknowledging each other and in some way too that is}. Getting no response from Jessica, I did try again, and after writing some rather open/personal stuff, I did get a reply from Jessica simply saying, I was not truly aware in all, of whom she truly was. This would not deter me though, and while in many ways merely subsisting on meager funds in all ($500 per month), I did use some of it in all again, to buy all kinds of interesting stuff, and on sale too and in many ways too, stuff I believed, Jessica would actually like. I put all this stuff in a huge box (reaching up to my waist), and in all ways even, did send it to Jessica in Calgary, Canada, and then sat back to see just what in all again, would actually be her response {hoping in many ways too, she would not send it back that is}. My doing of this though, did help me forget Jessica in many ways, and with the only consequences being, my wondering what I would be eating, and during the time period in which all this did happen too actually {and as with my saying that, I believe my decision was that of the best of choices, as I was truly able in all, to survive on self created Emotional sustenance in many ways actually (and as with speak too even, of Imagination that is), and not Physical sustenance either} {and as with speak too even, of my staying in Sweden in all, and on meager funds too that is}.



To speak of Creative Imagination is to in many ways even, speak of Names and such as America, Europe (or France too even), Italy, Egypt, Greece, Arab or even Japan too actually. That in all (and as with History too even), when one does think Creative output in all, the above terms/names, are mentioned in many ways too actually. All this said too, as I would like to add another forerunner to this list: that being Kenia {and speaking in many ways too, of Brown skinned European/Italians in all, and to be seen/found in Kenya today too that is}.

People often assume (and as with the UN too perhaps), that environment, is the most important thing in all again, and when speaking of, Creative output in many ways actually {and as with the UN too believing that, Modern Educational initiatives in all, can help spur the creativity in all again, and as seen in the old World too actually (and as with this speaking too, of a Workshop or two, and sponsored in all again, and by the UN too that is)}. This is not really true (and as with modern Immigrants to America too that is) {some even, finding themselves, in a Housing Shelter for the poor too that is}, for one does find that, environments which do support Creative output in itself, do bring along too, many a challenge, that the average person in all, cares too much not to know about actually.

Take America for instance, many do falsely assume that, American Creative output in all {and as with the dancing of Michael Jackson too for instance}, to be born of what they do term, Creativity or Imagination too actually. This is not true (and as many have been falsely made to believe, and by many a modern American movie too even), and as in saying truly that {and as with speak too even, of whom is truly American or not}, that Creative output in America, has always been associated, with the field/'world' in all too even, of ESP (Extra-Sensory Perception} {with examples being Telepathy, Psycho-kinesis, Paranormal abilities, Clairvoyancy etc.} {That in all again, when one does view Michael Jackson dancing for instance, one should realize, that he is not a Creative Dancer or even an Imaginative one, but one in all again, basing Dance in all too really, and as based around ESP actually (that he in many ways, does dance, and as with regards, to Telepathy for instance)}. That is America as made popular, but with this in all again, not speaking of America, and as an environment too that is, and one too, which does put one to the test, and in just about everyway too actually {what this means is that, one could be the most highly talented or gifted of people and in America too, but in all ways too, one could never find a way, to make an object of desire in all again, ones own (meaning that, one could be naturally popular, but can't seem in all again, to make one single girl perhaps, and that one truly likes, even look at one, and when she in all, is the only person too, one does truly care to know about actually)}. Thats the world of ESP (and as an environment too) {and a world in all again, where one might have figured out something to a great extent, but making it real, calls to test, ones abilities in Telepathy too for instance}.

You do have France/Europe on the otherhand, whereby the term Creativity in all {and as with it consisting of Visualization, Modeling or Simulation abilities even}, can best be truly applied to, and as in saying truly that, Europe in all, was in many ways even, based around Creativity, and that truly in all again, arising from the realms of Mysticism in many ways actually {and as with it even, reaching its heights, and in the Arthurian world too that is}. Italy, is the name/term in all, you do want, when you do think, Imagination. For the Italians in many ways, did imagine life, truly magical even, and as based around believing that, one could very well create Reality, and as based very much around, Imagining it all up actually {and as with saying truly that, this in many ways too, is what truly does lie, and at the very core even, of the Italian Church} {and as with the Catechism too for instance, speaking about Imagination/Imaginative abilities, and just how in all again, to maintain control of them that is (as a wild Imagination in all, and when unleashed too, can have one in many ways, imagining or making real even, just about anything, having to do with Lust for instance actually)}. In many ways, this does speak too, of the differing Politics of both Europe and Italy, and as with saying that, Politics in Europe in many ways (and as with Creativity too, and being a Creative person that is), had in many ways to do, with issues of Self-Worth perhaps, and as compared to, how others in all, did perceive one in all again, and as Worthy too actually {meaning in all that, one could be highly Creative and expect to be honoured in general Society and as such too, but find that, being Creative in all again, can make one alienable, and to ones best friends too actually} {and in a Europe too, where feeling welcome and at 'home' in all again, was paramount even, and as with regards to general survival too that is}. In Italy though, competing Imaginations, does see that, some, and due to frustration in all again (and as with the failure of ones attempts, to seduce a love interest perhaps), that many a person in all again, does fall into the realms/worlds (Hades even), of the Seven Vices (Greed, Lust, Pride etc.) {and as with the Catechism too, the most basic of works, to be seen and found in the Italian Church that is (and as with speak too even, of everyday evil that is)} {meaning in all again that, Evil and as seen in the movies too, could very well be said, to have been everyday Evil, and as seen in Italy too actually}.

It was in Greece though, where many notions of Creative output in all, and as seen around the World today too, were actually born to. When we do speak of Creativity, and as taking the form of Trance, Possession, Altered States of Consciousness, Powerful Memory etc., all these in all again, were actually seen in everyday Greek life {and as with they even, defining the Greeks in all, Trajan, Trojan, or Sparta even, and as famed Warriors too that is} {In all, every Greek person, was said to possess these Creative abilities, and more than one too and such that, everyday Greek life, was at the very least even, lived at the Mythological level that is}. It is these forms of Creative output, that would eventually come to be found all over the World, and as with pitifully saying that, while in Greece, these forms of Creative ability in all, were actually associated with everyday life, in all again though, you do find that, in the rest of the World today, they are very much taken as high Creative ability actually {and as with speak too even, of a Secret Society or Organization in all too even, said to possess abilities in all again, and as with going into Trance too that is} {In India though, one does find that, Creative ability, is associated in all again, with rather advanced Meditative technique (and as with speak too even, of finding the Great Idea that is)} {but with this too, referring mainly in all, to Krishna's India too actually} {one too, does find that, there are differing Altered States of Consciousness traditions in all, and to be seen in both the Middle East, and Abyssinia (Ethiopia, Kenya, Somalia) too actually. That in the former, the Middle East, Altered States of Consciousness, does take a Religious perspective in all (and as with fasting for instance), while that in Abyssinia, is similar in all again, to that seen in the kind of Ifa, and as practised too, by Awo Falokun Fatunmbi for instance (and as with it having to do, with Altered States of Consciousness in all again, and as originating, in written word Media too actually)} {and as with speak too even, of Awo Falokuns interesting interpretations, of Arthurian lore that is}.

The name Egypt, is never truly associated, with Creative ability in all, but in many ways too, with Intelligence in all too really {and as with the rather false belief that, the Pyramids for instance, were built via Intelligence in all, and not Creative ability that is}. It is in Egypt though, where beliefs in Creative ability, and as associated with what some do call 'the Code', do arise, but in many ways too, these Creative abilities, made known to the rest of the World, and via the Arab world too actually {that in all, a movie such as the Matrix, and speaking of 'the One', does actually speak of Creative ability, and as to be found, amongst Arabs for instance, and as with 'the One' even, speaking in many ways too, of Yeshua for instance}.

Finally, you do have the name Japan, and which in many ways too, does speak of Creative ability in all, and as associated in all again, with Media in Japan too that is {and as with it even, some of the most creative of Media too that is}. To understand this better, is to first know that, the term Japan (and as compared to Nihongo or Nippon even), does speak of 'European Moor' presences, and on the Islands of Japan too that is, but in many ways too, a better way to understand this, is to know, that there are three main kinds of Samurai to be seen and found in Japanese History {Traditional Samurai (the so called Samurai Pantheon), Ronin, and finally Shogun} {and as with term/name Japan in all again, actually referring, to the very world of Japanese English, and as a form of English too, truly introduced into Japan, and by 'European Moors' too that is}. It is with the Shogun though, who in all ways even, are actually associated with the 'European Moor', and speak in many ways too, of Creative ability in Japan, and as based around Shamanism actually {that in all, the works of James Clavell, and which do have many a 'European Moor' character in them, are actually based on Shamanism, and as to be associated too (and not truly found either perhaps), within Japan actually (that in all, it is a form of Shamanism, exported to the shores of Japan too, and by many a 'European Moor' that is} {however though, one should realize that, the other Samurai in all, do have their very own Creative abilities, and as with associating in all again, Ronin, with Creative ability, and as to be seen, in the realms of Transcendental Meditation, the search for Tranquility, and in many ways too, expressing oneself and as the Elements even (Water, Fire, Air etc.), would in all perhaps and with Creative ability in all again, and as seen amongst the Traditional Samurai, highly based around, their rather superior, Swordsmanship skills actually (and as with speak too even, of the real-time that is)}.



To speak of Kenia though, is to speak of it in all again, Politically, but also, as with regards, to Creative ability that is. In many ways too, this does speak of it too and as having, some freemasonry aspects to it all actually, but as compared to Imagination and Creativity (and which do speak, of a 'Higher Sense of Self' that is), Kenia (and as with 'Creative Imagination'), does speak of what they do call, a 'Greater Sense of Self'. In many ways too, this does speak of the works of Edward Edinger (and falsely too, assumed American, when in reality, they were written in Kenya, and during the Victorian Era too, and by members in all again, of 'New England' too actually) {and as with saying truly that, they are written in a 'Kenyan'/Kenian accent/voice, and not American ones either (and as with the New York Times too for instance)}.

In many ways, Edward Edinger does expound perhaps, on the works of Jung {and as having to do with the Self and the Ego} {and as with Jung too, defining the Ego, as 'goal driven Human' in all, while Freud does speak of the Ego, from the perspective of the Sacred actually}, and in many ways too, while the original works of Jung, do speak of a 'Higher Sense of Self' {as with the ability even, and alchemical too perhaps, to unite many forms of Intelligence together}, those of Edinger, do speak of a 'Greater Sense of Self' {and as with this referring even, to the ability in all again, to view oneself, as Intelligent, and from a primary, basic, fundamental, plain etc. perspective that is} {but in many ways too, the name/term Kenia, referring not only to Brown skinned European/Italians that is, but also truly in all again, to Religious Symbolism, that one could very well associate, with gaining a 'Greater Sense of Self' that is (and as with speak too even, of the Occitan Cross, and as displayed much further above that is)}. Politically too, this does speak in all again, of Kenya in all, and as an environment too, and one too, where something very wrong and in all again, can actually truly happen, and as with one even, not knowing what to do in all actually {and other than, the ability in all again, to view things, and from a highly basic, fundamental or plain perspective too actually} {that in all again, Kenya, and as with speak of European emmigres to the place, and as far back as the 30's even, had concrete plans, to turn it into one of the most reknowed places on Earth, and just to find it in the new Millennium (and as with these plans, still highly applicable today that is), turned in all again, into a third-world cesspool of a kind actually (and all under the names, of the UN, modern Democracy and modern/Western Identity, and finally even, Social Identities in all too really, highly obsessed with Sexuality that is (and as with they even, giving birth to corruption, drug taking, poverty etc., and as to be seen in many a part of Kenya today too that is))}.

In all, the above problem, could in many ways even, be considered something in all, that could very well have happened in Kenia {and as with speak too even, of what does constitute a 'Greater Sense of Self'}, but unfortunately for the rest of the World, where similar problems in all again have arisen {and as with the Modern/Western gone wrong too that is}, it can be said, it be almost an impossibility in some ways, to rectify it all actually {and as with viewing all this, from the perspective of Recycling, and as with most not knowing too that, just what in all again to do, with 'garbage' in all, to be associated with the 80's for instance (and as with speak even of, nobody wanting to rent out / live in an apartment in all again, and one with an 80's design too that is)} {or even, the better example of an 80's Car, and as with saying truly that, critically, the Western/modern World in all, can best be viewed, from the perspective of recycling in itself, wastage, and finally even, Land in itself, and as with it becoming a rather huge issue even, and as with regards, to survival on this very Planet today too actually (and as with this speaking of it all, and as highly damaged too that is)}.


'the Moor'

The Choir

The Choir.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3TUWU_yg4s

The true History of Abyssinia in all, has never truly been spelled out actually. That in all, while Societal life in Kenya for instance, does go back to the Colonial, the Pre-Colonial and the Victorian even, life in both 'the Savannah', and 'the Plains' too, did actually differ, and in rather many ways even {and as with stating furtherly that, the 'Arid areas' in all, had a life to it, somewhat American, somewhat South American too, and finally even, somewhat Swahili and Cushitic too actually}. In 'the Savannah' though, life in most ways was Victorian (but including the Cushitic too), but with life in all again, and in 'the Plains' too, somewhat not only Cushitic too actually, but also, very much somewhat English {and as with saying that, the old name for Abyssinia in all, was actually 'New England'} {and as with furtherly stating too that, the above video in all, does show in all again, a background banner perhaps, that is actually 'New England', and not England either, and as to be seen/found in Europe too actually}.

To add to all this is to let known too that, the Choir, is actually an ensemble in all, and of far much more recent origins {'New England'/Abyssinia, and during the Victorian times too}, and is not, old European culture either {and with the Choir again, associated in all, with Esoteric Christianity too, and as practised, in 'New England'/Abyssinia that is} {this said too because, and due in all again to British Mercantilism perhaps, the Choir today, has found a home in many ways, in Asia, Africa, modern Europe, South America, and even North America/America in itself actually} {and as with old Europe too, housing in all, what they do term a 4 piece Choral Quartet actually, and not the Choir either}.

Symbolic Weaponry

Symbolic Weaponry and Africa.

Wrestling in most ways, can be said, to be a universal sport in all, and within Africa too {and as with Abyssinia in all too even, taking to the Sharpshooting variety actually}. This is said because, Africa has very many negative images, and as with regards to Violence in itself, when in reality, most violence within Africa in all (and as with speaking too even, of whom is truly African and who is not actually), is actually, of the Wrestling variety {and as with speak furtherly even, of a work and such as that of Chinua Achebe's 'Things Fall Apart') {that in all again, violence within Africa takes the dimensions, of that seen in 'Things Fall Apart', and violence too, and of the gun-toting and machete militia variety, is actually more or less, of the Asian and the Middle East variety, and in origins too that is}.

However though, in many ways one does find that, Symbolic Weaponry in all, is actually in all ways too even, a rather good way in all again, of speaking about the Social History of Africa and as a whole too. That Africa in all, believed by many to be one, and Socially too that is, is actually diverse in this regard, and can be divided (Socially at the very least too that is), into 6 main regions: Abyssinia (Ethiopia, Kenya, Somalia), Eastern Africa (Sudan, Ethiopia, Eritrea, Kenya, Somalia, Uganda, Tanzania), Southern Africa, Western/Central Africa, Northern Africa (including Egypt) and finally Egypt in itself too actually.

That these 6 regions in all, do differ from each other Socially actually, and as with furtherly truly saying that, such differences in all, actually do speak in all again of the very fact that, all these regions, can be said, to have strongly differing Histories that is {and as with the further belief that, History in many ways, does arise in the Social that is}.

The best way in all again, to view these differences, is from the perspective of Symbolic Weaponry (and with it being Social too and in many ways too that is), and a general way too, for those who don't know too much about Africa, to see it as it truly is {and Socially speaking too that is} {and as with furtherly saying that, Social culture, and as to be seen in Abyssinia ('the Plains'), is actually not too different (if different at all), from that to be seen, and in a work such as 'The Scramble for Africa' and by Thomas Pakenham too actually (that it in all again, is actually Abyssinian literature, and not European either)}. That in all too really, the following Symbolic Weaponry, have in many ways in all, truly influenced the general behaviour (Social), and of the peoples, who do live in the below mentioned and differing African regions too that is.

Abyssinia: The Saber (British)



Eastern Africa: Arrow & Bow



Southern Africa: The long-staff Spear



Central/Western Africa: Knives (long and short)



Northern Africa: The Short Sword/Dagger



Egypt: The Middle Staff

The Acappella

The Acappella.

The sounds of 'Tales of Adventurism and the Moor' {and as with the Acappella, a music artform in all, and as associated truly even, and with Moors in Italy too actually}.

Letters from Le Republique (3)

Heart over Head.

Miss Kormann,

This is me, Monsignor El Pussicatto. I have been very depressed lately because bad things have been happening to me and I don't know why. Its always me and not Foxy or the others. I know that Villi told you what happened at the party and it is not completely true what he said. I am not such a person that I would do such things. Villi exaggerated the whole story, it sounded more like Hollywood than the truth. I will not speak about what happened because I went to see my Padre this morning and he told me never to mention it again, he said it was evil and that I had been possessed by an evil spirit. I cannot tell you then what happened and you can never ask me, because it is evil.

Today in the morning, Monsieur Caligula came to see us again. He surprised us as we were listening to some music and simply stood at the doorway of the living room watching us 'get our boogie on' as Foxy sometimes say. When we turned and finally saw him, he simply said to us, "Messieurs, is this what you do when you do not think; peut etre, I do not understand the purpose of it." We all stopped dancing and Foxy simply said "It is fun Monsieur Caligula, you should try it some time." "Maybe when nobody is around I give it a small try; but for now, another lesson mes petities." We all ran to our bedrooms and changed into our Fencing clothes and then went back into the living room. Monsieur Caligula did not make us do any exercises and he just told us to be seated on the couches in the room. We all sat down and turned to look at him, and he simply paced up and down the room and then suddenly turned to us, "Ah!!! Messieurs, you are all here; it is good, bon, tres bon." "The other day I am seated at my place thinking what is the problem I see in this life. I say this because I see nothing to live for and everything, is miserable and deplorable. I begin to think too hard and ask why things are this way. It is then that an answer comes to my head that makes me jump and shout, "c'est lui" before I decide to go out for a walk." He stopped to look at us as if wondering if we had been listening to him. We sat silently waiting for him to continue and he did, "You see I realize, that the problem here for you Messieurs, is that you communicate to people differently than is done. By this I mean Messieurs, is that you do not see others the way they see themselves. Take Villi pour exemple, he sees himself as a Count and communicate with others and everything else as a Count; but things have changed alot Messieurs. They have gone very wrong. How then do we resolve this problem?" He turned to us when he stopped talking and just looked at us. Villi then said something, "Well Monsieur Caligula, maybe we can all try and find new roles so that we can all fit in." Monsieur Caligula looked surprised and almost shocked, "You want us to become like those crazy people out there?!! Villi, maybe you not go out too often." We all looked at him and then Foxy said, "But Monsieur Caligula, what you say is a bit controversial in my taste, I believe you might very much want us to see ourselves as superior beings of some sort." "Controversial or not Annelius, it is not something to debate because the reason is very much outside there. You take a walk out there and see for yourself." "It is obvious Messieurs, we must redefine ourselves from a certain perspective, because those people do not really see realite, the way we do." We could not understand what he meant and simply looked at him with Foxy looking very confused. "Those people Messieurs, do not communicate with others like we do. We see things, they hear them. We see things and judge, they hear and discriminate." We looked at him a bit confused again and he said, "Patience mes petities, let me explain a bit more."

"It look to me Mes Petites, that these people not actually really see you. By see I mean, that these people do not label things like we do. We see une chaise par exemple Messieurs, and we label it as a chair. Or even maybe, we call it by name specific like armchair. These people to me it appear that, they hear things. By this I mean they place things. This means Messieurs, that they only recreate the world. They know what a perfect world look like according to them, and when something misplaced, they realize it is so. These people to me it appear that they have fixed settings, scenarios, backgrounds etcetera. Fixed mental photo that are perfect or imperfect." He again looked at us with hope and looked a bit happy that Foxy and Villi were nodding their heads. "You see the problem Messieurs, these people not communicate with each other. They not talk or converse like we do here. They exchange like traffic light, one person go first and then another go later. They not even get feedback; they do not answer, respond and etcetera. Their world very much like play, ours like theatre. These people it look to me like they clash only. They exchange and then clash, and then work to make everything perfect again. One person must be right. We communicate, and then attack and then work to arrive at what the Anglaise call a 'mutual understanding'." Ceefee had began shaking his head as if in agreement. "They even dress like they go on play, they dress avec trop nombreux couleurs."

We sat back for a while, while we tried to understand everything Monsieur Caligula had just said. "Remember Messieurs, the problem here is that this life here is like play; it is not like theatre." "Everything here very dependent on background. These people not even behave normal because they exchange, they behave like finite automata." "So Messieurs, you see the problem here, we come from world of theatre; we play roles, they just play title. Someone like Villi here is a Count, but they are like un enseignant. You look at Le Republique, it look like Roman Amphitheatre while outside there, they make everything look like fairy tale play. It appear to me Messieurs, that the play they play here is the fairy tale and no other. So, it look to me that to understand this societe, we know the titles people play. You not think these people like us, because you then believe it is you that is crazy." "So Monsieur Caligula, are you saying that we should adopt a fairy tale persona?" asked Villi. "Not at all Villi, we remain civilise. But again, it is obvious that we must find a way to fit in, or we get kicked out. The question is here Messieurs, what kind of problem is this? Do you see it or view it peut etre?" We thought for a while before Le Monsieur put up his hand and said, "We hear it." "Bon, very good Cee Fee K." "So, what does it mean that we hear this problem?" "It means that we become sensational lovers like Foxpack." "Good Pussicatto, that is a beginning." "We must become people who shock them all the time, because why?" he asked us this before turning to look at us. "It freezes them and they lose interest in what they were doing" said Villi again. "So we must have a shocking persona like what?" said Monsieur Caligula, "like magician" said Ceefee again. "We must become like a kind of magician, good cee fee k, tres bon." We all sat back again and began to think. Then Foxy said, "It very much appears to me Monsieur Caligula, that one of the most amazing of magicians out there, to speak liberally that is, was none other than Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart." We all looked at Foxy with Monsieur Caligula looking at him from the corner of the eye, "So what you say Foxpack, is that Wolfgang had similar problem to us?" "Perhaps so Monsieur Caligula, why else would he want to be a musical magician?" It was then that Foxy turned to us and said, "Perhaps a magician like Evelina too." Villi shook his head as if in agreement while Monsieur Caligula walked up and down while stroking his chin."You know my whole life, I just think Wolfgang not a very nice person for what he do, but maybe Foxpack is right." Monsieur Caligula then turned to us and said, "To the Magician, for to us, he is greater than the Knight. We must at the very least Messieurs, make ourselves Knight-Magicians, which means we are Knights that practise magic for us to survive here. If we stay Knights, we eventually have to deal with Policia. It is inescapable and change ourways we must. We shall fight via the shock, not by making problems, but via the shock." And when he finished talking, Monsieur Caligula then turned and walked to the doorway of the living room where he stood and then shook his head as if thinking. He then turned to us and said, "The lesson for today is fini, you can go back to boogie, but we meet again soon." And when he completed saying that, he turned and left Le Republique.

It was an interesting lesson is what we all believed afterwards when we were sitting and talking with each other, "That Monsieur Caligula is really something, isn't he?" said Villi to us all and Foxy then said, "A most interesting of people I dare must say, not very many like him out there." After that, we went back to doing our own things.

That is all Miss Kormann for now, I will communicate with you another time.

Adios

Monsignor El Pussicatto (SG Wilhem)
Uppsala


Dancing in the Moonlight.

My Dear Lady Katko,

It's me once more, Foxpack that is, and I write having not done so in a long time I believe. Its been a tiresome week here at Le Republique my Lady, totally so. We have been attempting to our very best to shape up and clean up Le Republique. "Too much junk in here guys" is what Villi is always shouting to us, "we need to clean it up before we get lost in it." He was speaking of course of Monsignor El Pussicatto, who happened to fall into one of the Inspectors large boxes while intoxicated I might add and fall asleep without our knowing. We spend a time seeking him out before Villi spotted his tail hanging out of the box.

Yet again my Lady, this week has been of most interest to us so far. Yesterday, none other than our Fencing Teacher Monsieur Caligula, decided to pay us an unexpected visit. He called upon us in the late afternoon as we sat around doing nothing of interest other than drinking some Rekor-D, some Martens and 'surfin the net' as Villi is bound to say. We discovered the most interesting of Rekor-D flavours yesterday mein jolie, it is called 'Persika-Citronmeliss' and what a wonderful taste my Lady; it does come in a tiny can though, and this may prove to be of disastisfaction for some, but for us that have grown weary of it, it is a welcome addition. We were busy lying around Monsignors 'laptop' as Villi calls it and simply looking on as Monsignor went from site to site. He visits the local.se site often to view the photo galleries within it. We have been doing this for some time and had stopped before and were surprised to find some added changes. Monsignor appeared to be forlone as he screamed, "Where is she? I cannot see her!". He was of course talking of one Sabina Wass who has become his favourite staple on that site but to the disagreement of the rest of us and especially Count Villi, "Monsignor, that woman has the face of the Devil". "You always calling everyone devil, me and even Lady Kathleen, the only devil here is you!". "I said Devil with a capital D and not a little devil which is what Kat is, this Sabina is the real deal Devil." It appears she is no longer the object of interest in Sture plan and a certain Anna Lundberg now reigns Queen. "She is trying to be the new Madde" says Monsignor as we saw photo after photo of Anna. It was then we were interrupted by a shadow peering over our backs before asking, "Messieurs, what is it you do?" We all turned to find Monsieur Caligula standing over us and we all jumped up and said "Monsieur Caligula" almost instantaneously. "Why you look worried, maybe better you do something else instead of lying here and looking at pictures of SturePlan." He turned and looked around the room before walking out of it to the entrance hall. "This place like an African Forest, everytime I come here I feel like I go on safari." "Maybe you should clean up some more or make it look better." We looked around and did not know what to say until Villi spoke as forth, "We have tried Monsieur, but we just cannot seem to get it right." "Maybe thats because you do not know what kind of problem you have here or maybe what kind of routine you should have in your life." He looked at us and was surprised to find us still in our pajamas. "You dress like this everyday!" he said in amazement. We looked down at our clothing and said not at all really. "You see Messieurs, the problem is that you no have routine in life or order or even time. Yet but I can see why, that is because you live here in Uppsala where only order exist. No routine or time. This time about what we enjoy. Like what you do now is time. They say people waste it doing what you do, but if you enjoy what you do, you do not waste it. Order is about the work we do, you understand that word Messieurs, work; it create order in life. And at the end we have routine, like what I do with you when I teach you, that is routine. You have all these three and you have a balanced life; harmonious life is when everything go well." He paused and turned to look at us in our clothing and said, "Today I will be less strict because we shall not do pushups; so, you follow me outside and we continue from there."

"Again Messieurs, the kind of life you live depends on your life everyday. For instance Messieurs, the place you live in is about routine but today it is about order. Even with people you know, it is the same; When it comes to routine, you have friends. With order, you have contacts and with time, you have acquaintances. Like the Little one you worship, she is an acquaintance and you should let other people worship her. I have seen her at Stora Torget having come from Akademibokhandeln where she buy many penguin books like the ones I see in this place of yours. You invite her over and read together and even drink together, I think she too drink some rekorderlig. So Messieurs, I want you to think about your life for it look to me that you only have time. I see no routine, maybe um peu, but I see no order here. Some even wonder how you survive you know." He finished off while turning to look at us, we on the otherhand simply looked down at the ground. "It is okay Messieurs, you do not have to answer that question for it would only be fair that I too reply to any questions you may have. But remember Messieurs, the way you make your relations is based on some things. When it comes to routine, choose friends that have the same physical characteristics like you. By this I mean they have same type of hair and even the colour too; same skin tone and even eye colour. These people have same routine like you. When it come to order, choose contacts that have same natural body shape like yourself. They work just like you. When it come to time, choose acquiantances that have same form like you. By form I mean they wear similar clothes to yours. I have seen all you have very similar blue jacket to the one that you worship wears. It fits both of you well, you have same form. That is how it is done Messieurs, forget this nonsense about multiculturalism and other strange things I read."

"So be careful with the Little one Messieurs, you realize of course she has same body shape with the big black cats" he said while turning to look at us, "she look like Puma to me. You be careful you not think she is Little, she not run fast enough to catch you; I tell you she probably move like comet. She is there then she is here, instantaneously." We all looked at each other and back at Monsieur Caligula who paused briefly before saying, "But now I wish to continue with the lesson from last week. We finish up today. You remember of course I say that there are six ways to look at problems. Villi you remember?" he said while looking at Monsignor; Villi responded by saying, "Yes Monsieur Caligula, I remember." "What are they then" said Monsieur Caligula. Villi looked up in the sky for a moment and then replied as follows, "They are view, notice, see, hear, perceive and observe." "Tres bonnes Villi, your big head is more useful than you think." "When it comes to solve problems, the way you solve it depend on the way you look at it. For instance Messieurs, if you view problem, you attack it. How you do this really?" he said while turning from one side to the other before continuing with his up-down walk along the lawn. "Best way to attack problem is by knowing where solution is. Look at your house Messieurs, if you view problem like the one you have now, you solve it by placement. Like the Francaise do, everything with them is placement. If you have a problem, you go to the right place and the solution is there. Placement not always easy because you remember everything all the time. Then there are problems you notice. With them, you evade them. You do this in orderly manner. You order everything in series and then resolve each at right moment. Then there are those you see, those you retreat from. You avoid them Messieurs. You do this with order. One seek perfection and order. So if it is about cleaning your house, you clean it and make it look perfect; everything is in order. One get around easy. Finally mes petites, you have problem you hear. With these ones you block them. You arrange everything according to schedule. You just arrange. Again you have problemo you perceive. With these , you not solve them yourself really, you have someone solve them for you. You go to a place you solve them there. So, instead of one buy book, you go library. With problems you observe, someone you know solve them for you. So, one not buy book, someone you know buy it for you. The first one, delegation and the second, specialization." "Again I go library to read more on this FTDT you speak about but I get confused. The problem to me they solve every problem using placement. They have big memory where solution is but that not the way to solve other problem. Computer best for arrangement and that why Anglaise think of it. So they use Computer in wrong manner. I read about architecture of computer and it look like only Apple get it right. The other not know what they do. Then you have some solution like order and perfection which are chaos because you not know where anything is. Everything just look perfect and have order. But nobody explain perfect. That is how they say this operating system work. That why you do search and computer take forever to find result. It look everywhere. This solution big problem because one correct and clean all the time. One very tired with this solution. Then delegation is about looking for best solution quickly. Time important here. Then specialization, this one about best solution, time not so important here. But this computer business just confusing. Architecture is placement, operating system is order and even software is orderly. Nothing arrangement really. This confuse me alot. I think computer is best for business because business about arrangement. One use Apple, everything else they lie."

Having said that Monsieur Caligula decided to take us back into the house and continue with the lesson within. There were some little white "things" as Le Monsieur CFK (Crazy For Kat) referred to them that disturbed us and we eventually found ourselves in the living room to continue with the class. "Who is this?" asked Monsieur Caligula while peering at the painting of the Fortune Teller by Caravaggio that hung in the living room, "he looks like the Americano here." "You see the way he stand and look, you notice him. The girl look like the one you worship only with very wide face. You see the way she look, she look like she not tell him the whole truth. But she confused, she not know if he know or not. The body look like he notice she not tell the truth, the face look like he not notice this. She look like she talk very slowly because she not sure herself if he know." We looked at the painting and Villi said, "I told you guys, Kat is up to no good at all. You just can't trust her, not one bit."

"So Messeiurs, we now continue" he said after we had all sat down and Monsignor had run off to the Kitchen and came back with a Martens Lager for Monsieur Caligula. "I read also about this thing they call stability, it make no sense to me again. For me stability about environment and not solution. It make me wonder what they do. I read the book and later on I borrow it and take it home with me. When I get there I burn it because Messieurs, I do not like lies and this one has many fantastic ones. To be a good Musketeer, one must know the environment; one become a member of the Legion when one can create the environment. For instance, when one go to France, one realize that environment about Disturbance. Everywhere you go, there is disturbance that affect everybody. Somebody shout, something fall or other thing like that. In Paris, everybody look wary and aware like the Anglaise say. They look like something about happen. America almost same. For them, you have Disturbance too. But disturbance there private. It only affect one person only. In America, everybody try to be cool and composed. If disturbance happen, they remain cool. That why some say America and France similar but not same. Then England, environment about Sobriety. Everybody try to remain sober. People try and intimidate or frighten others. But one remain sober. In Deutschland, environment about Love; either Self-Love or Love. In Deutschland, everybody try to be seen and praised. That why they dress very well and strangely there. Fashion in Europe not in Paris or Milan, but Deutschland. Some want to be seen and praised, they act in self-love way. They boast alot. Other help other then brag alot. In Deutschland you go to the toilette, you think you are in hotel. Very clean, very advanced. They even have machine to dry hand inside toilette. You see, you praise. In Paris, different. You go toilette, you do business and when finished, you notice no toilette papier. Or maybe there no water in tap or even light not work. One become wary and aware. In England, you walk down street and people screaming at each other, dog always barking, people press car horn too much and very many drunk people always stopping you. This is what they call essence of society and what define society alot. It especially define material culture. But most interesting is Sverige. Here environment interesting and that why many people come to Sverige, to look for adventure. Here everything about Shock. Good shock, one with surprise, amazement, awe or astonishment. Not bad shock. Bad shock make one cry. In Sverige, one arrive at Airport, come out and find no city. One ask, 'where is city?' One think maybe they go to Greenland. That not good shock. Then one enter bus and go toward city and one see that road red. One shocked again, one never see red road before. That why people come Sverige to party; in old days, good shocking party. Today, too many people from outside. They not know how to be Swede, they give bad shock They make people cry. They always rude and never help other. They party too much but not know how to party. Everybody mean to other. For real Swede, you go party and they take you to Kitchen and open fridge. you shout 'Mon Dieu!' for fridge full with beer. you wonder when everybody finish. morning come and you go Kitchen again and fridge empty, you say 'Mon Dieu!' again. In Sverige, you open door in christmas and see children singing outside. One with even candle on head. You wonder if maybe her hair catch fire. It not happen. They stand and look, and sing. They look at you like you the crazy one. But that is good shock. You go school and find course has crazy schedule. Class anytime. You get shock, a good one. One think maybe they come to holiday camp. Then exam come and exam either too easy or too difficult. One never know. In Sverige, it okay to do something shocking. Everybody understand. Russia, they similar to Deutschland. Environment about self-love or love. Everybody try to be sighted and recognized. One sight someone steal something or recognize someone help somebody. That why communism last long in Russia, police have easy time since environment help them."

Having said all that, Monsieur Caligula took some time and finished up his beer. Then he turned to us and asked, "How is your neighbour doing? I come here one day to look for you and you not home so I go see him." We wondered whom he was referring to and then realized that it was 'Mathias the Deutsch'. "Him the good Mathias. I like him alot. There other ones not like him. You have the one like that Americano that sing good music, him too arrogant. He not talk to anybody but if maybe ask for help, he give it to you but not say anything. The other one like the German Goalkeeper. Him not very nice. He not even look at you when you talk with him, he just look straight ahead. I like him last him. Then you have this one with a flat face, him very good. I like him alot. You know I want to see him because when I see him I go home happy. One feel good if one see him. Some people say the same with this Princess Madeleine, they see her they feel good. With me, its 'Mathias the Deutsch'. Maybe he home we go pay him a visit. He always drinking something, what is it? he never say." "It is Martens Larger" said Monsignor. "How you know this?" asked Monsieur Caligula but Monsignor would not say another word on the matter. Monsignor says Martens Lager is like the 'airport water'. 'It is very conc.' he says but he claims that Martens is much better than the 'airport water'. He says that drinking one per day will keep one healthy looking like Mathias. "You and the Little one have same form with Mathias. You make good acquaintances." said Monsieur Caligula, "you go see him when you have nothing to do. Even the Little one, she too go see him instead of staying home too much. But not all you three together, you look strange. You not give good shock."

Soon after, Monsieur Caligula left us pondering what he had just said and as we sat thinking as we always do with Monsignor twirling his whiskers, Le Monsieur stroking his chin and Villi with one hand on his side and the other making gestures as he thinks aloud, we could not but help see the wisdom in it all. Once again, a lesson well learned.

And so to you my Ladyship, once more I must retreat into the present and proceed as I must. Until the next time, Godspeed my Lady.

Foxpack Annelius Mortzat
Capellemeister du 'Cult de Kat'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dspAa9NQ-c&fmt=18


Lessons in Love.

Mon Cherie Catherine,

It is I, Sir Daisy du Lac, the King of Hearts. This week has been an interesting one for us here at Le Republique. We have been busy with all sorts of activities which we were sure would spice up our life as Foxpack sometimes says. Yet while they have been pretty interesting, they have not met to our standards of what we want from life. Life at the moment seems so dull and boring, we know not what to do but worship you. Yet again, we cannot spend the whole day worshipping you, that would drive us and even you crazy. So, what are we to do with all the time we have? This was the question that we all pondered in the morning as we had our breakfast and later on as we sat around while waiting for our Katechism classes to begin. However, they did not begin because we had an uninvited guest show up at our residence. It was Caligula, our new fencing teacher. He sought to speak with us. Apparently he wanted to know us better so he could know how best to teach us how to fence. Our first lesson did not go too well, he kept interrupting us with cries such as “It is an abomination what you do” or “Aiyahyahyahyah Mama mia” At first we believed he was excited with us but it was not so. So he showed up today to speak to us so as to find out if we had any issues that prevented us from learning how to fence properly. He says it is not the skills we lack, just the propriety or lack of the proper way to fence. “You can poke someone with a sword by running into him” he says, “but that is not the proper way to do it.”

So, he arrived and we invited him in. He immediately set out for the Kitchen and poured himself some juice. He very much likes the pineapple-mango flavour. He then sat down after having drank it down all at once from the bottle and began to look at each of us closely. He did this for about 10 minutes and then began to speak. “Messieurs” he said “the reason for my coming here is in good taste and nothing I say should be considered an insult.” We sat silently and awaited to hear what he had to say about us. He again simply looked at us for another 10 minutes and then continued. “The reason I do what I do is to make others better, even better than myself. By better I mean they become better humans. That is the purpose of Art and it is my belief that fencing is the greatest of all Arts.” He stopped for a minute and drank some water that was nearby. “However, 2 days ago, I saw what I could best describe as Evil. Messieurs, I believe you are all good in the heart but surely, even you must agree that your ways are not of the civilized.” We simply looked at him and wondered what he meant. He continued, “It is obvious to anybody out there that you fence like monkeys.” “How this happened, I do not know. I wish to find out since I am very much a psychologist at heart but yet I fear doing so after all, Evil is very infectious and I fear becoming what the Deutsch call a Schwachkopf.’ We looked at him and then at each other as we did not understand what he meant or had said. He looked at us and appeared to be relieved. We then all sat silently for another 10 minutes and then Sir Pancho spoke up and said “What you have said, we have heard. However realize, we have understood not a word of it.” Caligula picked up his glass of water and drank it again, this time very slowly while watching us keenly. He then put it down and said, “You see, I come from France as you are well aware of. From Nice to be specific but I grew up in Malaga which is in Spain . It is there I learnt how to fence and to very much be a normal person.” He stopped and looked at us again. We wondered surely what could be the problem. So I spoke up and said, “Monsieur Caligula, exactly what is the problem here?” He then decided to be abrupt, “You do not move and fence like normal people. There is something disturbing yet pleasurable about the way you fence and even very much, the way you move. For instance….” He said while pointing at Dante, “get up and let me see you walk.” Foxpack did as he was told and Caligula observed him and then said, “You see Messieurs, that is exactly what I am talking about.” We all looked at Foxpack and wondered what exactly the problem was. “It appears you do not fully understand my ways, So, I will approach this from a different direction.” “Tell me, do any of you have a love interest in your life?” We all looked at him and wondered what he meant. Then Villi spoke up and said, “You ask us if we have girlfriends?” “Not really. A girlfriend could be considered a love interest but so can anything else lovely including playing the violin. Do you do anything that you would consider a love interest?” We all looked at each other and wondered where this was going. We all were pretty much thinking alike and wondered if we should tell him about you. We thought not then we decided to. He looked at us with great suspicion as we narrated everything about you and we even told him about the Cult. As we spoke, we noticed that his right hand was placed very closely to his sword and his eyes darted from side to side at us. Finally, he got up and asked us to follow him outside where he stood a distance from us.

“I will teach you today about a subject that is dear to us all but nobody ever speaks about.” We all waited in anticipation wondering what he had in mind. “I will teach you today” he continued, “about Amore.” “You see Messieurs, the way a man loves is very much similar to the way he fences and you…..” he said as he pointed at us all, “you are terrible fencers.” It was then Monsignor turned to us all and said, “He insults us. How?” We all looked back at Caligula who had by now unsheathed his sword and was walking around while pointing it at the ground. “I do not mean to insult you as your Feline friend suggests, what I mean to say is that you do not walk or move like you love life. You move around like cowardly monkeys, not like Musketeers which is what I believe you all aspire to be.” We all looked at him but decided not to ask him any indirect questions. So Foxpack spoke up and said, “Monsieur Caligula, teach us then how to love life.” It was at that moment that Caligula sheathed his sword again and said, “Good, then we are all in agreement that there is a problem here.” “Come closer my little ones and let me tell you about Amore. It will make you better people.”

“You see Messieurs, love is the beginning and end of life. It is what makes life worth living. Not the television or discos but love. Without it, life is very dull and meaningless as many people say it is today. However, I will teach you how to be better lovers so that you may begin living life as it should be lived.” We all looked at him eagerly and sat still and patiently as we waited for him to continue. “You see mes petit amies, there are 4 types of love. 4 main types and each is derived from the great love which is the love of God. The love of God, that I cannot teach you since it is very much a personal journey. As you become spiritual and more Godlike, you experience the love of God. We must each develop the 4 main types of love fully before we experience the love of God. Doing so Messieurs is not an easy journey. It is filled with treachery, lies, deceit and even hate. There are those who will label you a madman or even an Elitist for attempting to do so. They may even consider putting you into a mental hospital. That’s the way of the world today Messieurs, pure irrationality masquerading as intelligence. There is no love today in the world, just meaninglessness and dullness or what the English call boredom. If you however develop the 4 main types of love, you enter what is known as the Kingdom of Heaven on earth. A life of no fear, hate, anger or any negativity. Just simply happiness and joy. More importantly with this state comes great knowledge, intelligence, talents; basically Messieurs, great power to achieve whatever you may wish to achieve. It is what all those they call scientists seek to discover by uniting the 4 forces that they have ‘discovered’. Theirs is a way of treachery. Of schemes and plots. It is fools gold that they chase. However, I can teach you of the 4 main types of Love and will proceed to do so now.” We all sat even stiller and even more patiently. “There are 4 main types of love, they are as follows; listen closely. Devotional love, Passionate love, Sentimental love and Sensational love.” He looked at each of us to see if we had been listening. We all grinned at him and he decided to continue. “Devotional love is the love that leads us to basically be devoted to something. We seek to please the object that we love. Then you have Passionate love which is very much about ‘control’. You seek to influence or persuade the object by making it laugh or cry. Then we have Sentimental love whereby one seeks to placate the love object. Basically Messieurs, to be caring and respectful towards it. Then we have Sensational love whereby one seeks to shock the love object via the use of humour so that it may experience states such as awe, amazement, astonishment and the likes.” We all looked at each other and shook our heads together. It appeared that we all agreed with what he had said. “So, Messieurs, tell me, is there any love interest that occupies you in any of the manners I described above?” We looked at him and thought for a while. “We are not sure how to respond” is what Monsignor said. Caligula then looked at him and said, “This is what I have been talking about. You do not live life and it shows. You appear not to love like normal people should.” He again pointed at Monsignor with his thumb and said, “You, the Feline, tell me; What kind of lover are you?” Monsignor appeared to be embarrassed by the question and Caligula noticed it. “I do not speak of Sexo here you dirty Feline, I simply ask a basic question. What kind of Lover are you?” Monsignor blushed some more and then said “I think I am a Passionate Lover.” “Very well” said Caligula and pointing at Villi said, “You, with the big head, what of you?” Villi stood up and said. “I do not know how to answer the question. I come from a country where people do not speak of their virtues but let their friends or colleagues do so. I therefore wish that you may put the question forward to those around me.” Caligula nodded and then looked at the rest of us. It was then that I spoke and said, “Pancho looks very much like a Sentimental Lover.” Caligula again nodded while looking down and then said “And of you?” I looked at him again and said, “I believe I am a Devotional lover.” “Very good” said Caligula “We can therefore conclude that the English fella is a Sensational Lover.” “This is all very good that you are different lovers and therefore can balance each other out. You can bring new life to each others lives. What I want all of you to do Messieurs, in the following weeks as we continue our lessons, is to acquire a habit or way or even what some of you call a hobby, that will teach you how to love. When you do that, life stops becoming meaningless and dull since you are always in a state of love. One is always happy even if there is nothing they do with their lives. You understand what I say to you?” We all looked at him and nodded in agreement. “We understand Master” is what we said. “Very good, I leave now but return soon and hopefully together, we shall start on a journey to discover love, life and freedom. For that is what Amore really is at the social level, Freedom. Not democracy. That is freedom for fools. Amore Messieurs.” And without another word, he got up and left us seated where we were as we pondered what he had just said to us. “This is good stuff” said Villi. “I agree completely with it all” said Foxpack. Monsignor simply sat still while he twirled his whiskers.

Ma Cherie, we have a lot of thinking to do about this. We debated about Love and you after Caligula left and we wondered what kind of Love we have for you. We appear to be infatuated with you and not fully in love since we are all different lovers trying to love you in the same way. We also appear to be attempting to unite all the 4 loves together which some believe is leading us to Idolatory. Surely, one of the Loves must be of greater importance to you than the others. They say we need all of them but one is much more important than the others. Which is it? we wonder. Obviously we shall have to think about this some more.

A Bientot Ma Cherie

Sir Daisy du Lac

The King of Hearts

Hello from Here.

My Dear Lady Katko,

How goes you on this early morning? It is morning at Le Republique as I write this. I had an eventful night my Dear Lady. An eventful one that was of great interest to me. I awoke late last night feeling as cold as a cucumber in a freezer. I wondered what was aloof and wondered if some one had not paid the heating bill. I immediately set out to find out by curling myself up tightly and calling out the names of my colleagues. One by one, they did not answer. I called out Villi's name and got no response at all. I then called out Le Monsieurs name and all I heard was some ruffling in his bed. I then bellowed towards Monsignor who sleeps in the library downstairs and on listening, I heard him snoring louder than even before. I was left with no choice than to curl tighter and deeper, which I did, and eventually fell asleep.

Upon awakening, I set out out to find what could had led to the cold drought yesterday. I went down to the kitchen and found the other three sitting around and appearing to have breakfast. I then called them out by their names and not a single one of them responded. It was infuriating my Lady to say the least. I then had no choice than to unsheath my sword and they all then turned to look at me. They looked as if I was a mad man invading their privacy. I then spoke as forth, "What is the meaning of all this?" They looked at each other and then back at me and Monsignor replied, "Of what is this you are talking off". I looked back at them and asked them why they choose to ignore me. They looked back and said they were not aware that they had done so. I took one step back and then two forward whereupon they simply stared back at me. I then said "Villi, what time is it?" He looked at me and wondered if I was speaking to him. It was then Monsignor spoke and said, "His name is not Villi. It is Caravaggio a.k.a Villi" I did not desire to question this madness and simply played along. I then turned to Monsignor and said "Pussicatto, why does Villi have such a strange name" Monsignor looked at me with disgust and said. "My name is not Pussicatto, it is Wilhem. Wilhem Shakespeare". I at once knew that it was possible that the cold drought had driven all three mad and at the same time worried if I too was mad. I then therefore turned to Le Monsieur and spoke to him and said, "Why are you standing as still as a hammer" He replied by saying " Morte Zarte, I have no idea what you speak off." It was then that I realized that I too have a new name that I knew nought off. It is so my Lady, my new name is Morte Zarte. They call me so because they believe that I am a genius on the Clavichord left behind by the Inspector. They also compare me to another fella known as Mozart whom I have never heard of. He however must be a good fella to be compared to a fella like me.

But even more interesting me Lady are the events that transpired two nights ago. I was awoken just as I was about to fall asleep by Shakespeare. He asked me to join him downstairs. I dressed up and did as he asked. I found nobody there but upon going outside, I found all three of them in the car left behind by the Inspector. I walked up to them and sought to know what they planned to do? They simply asked me to jump in which i did as it was the only way i would know what they sought to do. Apparently Le Hammer had convinced everyone but me that we should take the vehicle for a spin as Caravaggio a.k.a Villi would say. So we took off at a brisk pace guided by the wheel of the vehicle. Le Hammer was at the wheel my Lady and we so chose to go in the dark since we have no registration and obviously nobody would see us. However, I happened to fall asleep while in the car and was awoken only when we got back home. It was my surprise to discover though that the car was missing a window and some of its lights. I looked in despair and shock as I wondered what could have transpired while I was in deep sleep. I therefore turned to Le Hammer who was driving the car and said "What happened here?" He looked at me and I could see a bump on his head. I then said again "Who did this to you?" He simply looked at me as though he was offended and walked away in disgust. To this very moment my Lady, I have no idea what transpired on that fateful night since they all refuse to talk to me. Hopefully, I will know soon.

Three nights ago, me and Caravaggio a.k.a Villi where busy hammering away on the Clavichord. I happened to learn a tune on my own and me and Villi a.k.a Caravaggio were playing it together. I must say we sounded astounding My Lady. But even more surprising was the discovery made by Shakespeare that our song was now on what he referred to as the interweb. Someone apparently recorded us in secret and put our song on this interweb. We were shocked and Shakespeare said that we should all be careful about what we say or whom we say it to in this day and age as people are always listening and spying. yet again, I have decided to post our song for you to listen below. It is the same as that in the interweb and me and Caravaggio a.k.a Villi play it together in the same exact manner. I believe you will enjoy it.

Other than that my Lady, I must now say goodbye since I seek to speak with the others with regards to the events of two nights ago. They even refuse to look at me.

God dag

Dante Le Partie Duvallier Morte Zarte
Knight of Kormannshire
in service to Lady Katko.

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=OCSevzJQ2-Y