I remember somewhat, how truly difficult in all again, it was to merely exist, and while in Canada too in many ways truly. It was as if, attempting to get anything 'through' actually (and not done either), was in many ways truly, a rather difficult task in all {and meaning in all again that, while in Canada, one can set up the most difficult of interviews in all, and rather easily too actually, but find it rather difficult in all again, to get any 'points of discussion' perhaps, 'through' in all too really, and to the person been met with actually}.
In many ways perhaps, this did prevent me from developing relationships while in Canada, and due to the main reason too that, simply getting 'through' to another in all, was in all again a much rather difficult task, as there was a 'break point' in all too perhaps, when it did come, to any kind of Communications in all too really {and a 'break point' too, where one in all again, could very much look like a fool in all truly}. In many ways too really, all this did prevent me in all again, with getting to know people I might have wanted to know actually. Take Joanne/Joanna for instance; White, Graecian, but in many ways truly, more Californian in her ways than truly Canadian actually. Then there was Michelle, appearing to come from Regina in Canada, somewhat Arthurian to me sentimentally at the time {as if in all, her real roots did lie in Ireland actually (and she too probably, the only person in the whole of Canada, capable of making me laugh in all truly)}, and in all ways even, the only person from Canada, I would probably like to meet again perhaps. Finally there was Kira, someone I believed very much like me in some ways even {like when I did get annoyed perhaps}, but in many ways truly even, a person in all again, whom I believed perhaps, I could somewhat expose my feelings too and about Canada too actually {and as in saying that, I truly in all ways even, did actually truly hate the place} {but in later repose, I did realize just how Victorian in all, Kira truly was (and as with my thinking even, that she in many ways, was far away from her real home: with that being Kenya too actually)} {and as with in all perhaps, some lopsided thinking on my part in all too really (or perhaps even again, i did remember her in all, like I did in many ways even, remember Kenya in all too really)}.
Why is it so difficult to live in the Western/Modern World (and as with this even, speaking truly of Western Capitalist Venture Firms)? In many ways at the very least, it does speak of poor Communications in all truly. On the otherhand though, it does again speak of the general problem of drama, and as seen too really, in the Western/Modern World actually {with this speaking in all again, of the lack truly even, of drama in itself actually (and in the Western/Modern World too that is), and in all ways too even, making it (the Western/Modern World in all) a rather boring place in all truly (and as with speak even, of a rampant obsession with sex/sexualism in all too really)}. Surprisingly enough though, this general boredom in the Western/Modern World, has had some rather interesting origins in all too really: that being China. That in many ways truly, Chinese Labourers in all, and to America too (Post-slavery that is), did come in all again, to define Modern America (the United States perhaps), and Modern Americans in all too really, in two main ways actually: Crime (and as with stereotypes even, of Chinese people in all, being criminal by nature actually) {and as with 'petty theft' too in all really}, and also truly again, what did define Ideal Modern American Citizens in all {that being, the perfect Role Model Citizen in all too really}. In many ways, a swing between these polarities in all, that has to this very day, come to define Modern/Western drama in all again, as in stating that, Chinese people in all too really, are far more sexual in nature, than most believe them to be actually {and as with speak too even, of a rather large issue/edition, of the Kama Sutra in Chinese too actually}.
While living bored in Canada, and having not awaken in most ways to myself {and as a 'European'/Celt too at the very least} {and as with this speaking in all again, of religious traditions and as seen in Europe too and once upon a time that is}, I did find myself in all again {and while thinking of Joanna/Joanne too once in a while that is (but also truly even, wondering in all too actually, what did truly happen in all again, to a certain 'Faith Ford' I did like once before)}, my perusing in all again, of Canadian based Media {and as with some of it Quebecois even} {or in the case of 'Just for Laughs' for instance actually}, and while wondering truly even, of just how in all, to go about killing the boredom in all, that did threaten in all truly again, to totally encompass me in all even {and as with my believing too that, nothing around me in all again, was of any interest to me actually, even if it did capture my imagination/memory in al truly, and in one way or another too actually}.
It was at this time, I did in many ways too actually {and as with Canada too that is, being one of the first places in the Whole World, to go online}, perusing in all again, a rather nascent Internet in all too even {and as offered freely/publicly too that is}, and staring in 'wonder' in all even, at signs such as AOL or even, Yahoo for instance too actually {and as with my further learning that, 'Yahoo' in all, is actually a Canadian term and not an American one either (and as with Americans prone on the otherhand, in saying 'Yiihhaaaa!!!!' too that is)}.
My discovering of the Internet in all, was way before Knowledge Access/Protection Laws in all again, did come into place actually, and as with stating furtherly in all that, many on the Internet back then {the glorious age of the Internet too that is}, did choose to post just about any form of Knowledge in it actually, and without expecting either, any form of recompense (and in just about any way or manner too that is). In all ways truly, the Internet was the very beginning of my discovering myself again as 'European'/Celt at the very least {but before this did happen, I did find myself taking an interesting detour, not only towards Egyptian History in all actually (as with many an Egyptologist too back then, speaking their mind rather freely on the Internet (and as with categorically stating too that, Ancient Egypt was at the very best perceived, as being African in all, and not Mediterranean or Middle Eastern either))}. In all ways truly, a distancing from conventional Media in all, and as with my knowing that, I could very well die early while In Canada {and due to the numbing of my mind in all even (and as with my furtherly knowing too that, my innate nowledge of Romance in all, made everyday sexuality/existences in the Western/Modern World, look like a Primate Colony in all (and filled with primates mating too actually))}, I did luckily (and as with the very right choices even), take an active interest in all, in "surfin' the Net" (as they did call it back then), and at the very least even, did engage enthusiastically even, in categorizing and analyzing seriously even, anything that did pop up on the Internet in many ways truly.
While somewhat studying the history of Egypt {and as with my at the very least even, looking for deep cultural significance in it actually}, I did also come across what I did believe, was rather interesting in its very nature actually: the very history of the Caribbean that is. I did not know exactly how in all, I did approach this History, for at the very least while Identifying myself in all even, as a Kenyan in many ways truly {but actually truly in many/all ways perhaps, behaving mainly Victorian actually}, the history of the Caribbean to me in all again {and as with my viewing myself in all even, a rather strong outsider in all again, to conventional Canadian Society that is}, did mirror Surrealism in all truly, and in a manner too even, that the French would have found rather interesting actually {and as with speaking truly that is, of madness all over, and attempts in all again, by Individual figures in all, to apparently in all truly, have it all rotate around one actually}.
At the very least perhaps, my approaching the history of the Caribbean in all truly, from a belief that I too {as with perhaps even, my viewing myself internally as truly in all, an 'Esoteric Christian' actually}, could very well in many ways actually, be like many a maverick Caribbean figure in all, capable of making just about any form of madness in all truly, rotate around me in all actually {but with a further goal too, of sorting it all out in all truly}.
One must understand how the Caribbean World {and as in many ways too even, described in all above actually}, did come to influence Modernity in all too really, and as with saying that, it was its general culture in all again, that did come to define Modernity in all too really {and as with the belief that, people in general and all around, are actually crazy in nature (and in many ways truly even)}. A general culture in all again, of 'stirring up drama' that is (and as some do so put it that is), and all this again, speaking in all even of severe Attention Seeking Disorders {as with the need in all truly even, to be seen all over a place actually (and seen there too, probably laughing out loud as with probably saying that "look at me, i am truly having lots of fun here")}.
In the Caribbean though 'stirring up drama' did take rather interesting proportions in all, as with it in all truly even, truly a part in all again, of the history of Slavery in the place actually {and at the very most even, what the hundreds to thousands of slave revolts and rebellions in the Caribbean (and as with some happening in a single day too actually), were truly all about: 'stirring up drama' that is}, and in many ways too even, Slave owning Plantation Owners in all, apparently sought to appease their 'Slaves' in all again {and as with saying truly that, the freedom of thought (and not Speech either), seen amongst slaves in all too really, does not appear to have made them legit Slaves actually {but in all ways truly even, speaking more or less of Bondage in all truly: and as with saying that, a Slave could very well free themselves by understanding in all too really, that the slave-master relationship in all again, was actually truly in all ways even, one of Social Bondage in all too really, and not actually Militarized either in most ways actually (and as with saying even that, slaves in all, did rise in Slavery based Hierarchical Societies seen in the Middle East actually, and to the point too even, of marrying Whites in all too really)}. This appeasement too {and as with what even, most in the Western/Modern World truly appear to be seeking out in their lives actually: Appeasement that is}, did take the form of allowing slaves in all again, to actually practise more or less, their African traditions in all {and as with saying that, African Culture in all ways too even, did appear to be truly more significant in its ways actually, and as compared in all even, to Asian and South American cultures (and as with saying too that, Asians too were slaves in the Caribbean actually, and also truly that, speak of White Slavery in the Caribbean in all, does not appear to truly speak of European origins actually, but in many ways truly even, South American origins in all too really (and as with speak too even, of the 'Fighting Irish' that is)}.
African Religious practises in the Caribbean, in many ways too perhaps, would be of great interest in all even, to many a Western Capitalist Venture Firm actually. In that, they were Dance based practises in all again, that in many ways truly, spoke of Dance {and as with it becoming Caribbean too that is, and not only via the intermingling of African traditions in all, but also an admixture truly even, of South American (and not European truly either), traditions in all again truly, and with some added American to it all even, and to in all make the Caribbean in all again, very much a Physical Reality/Realm in all truly (and as with speak too even, of its actual History in all too really)}. African Religious practises (and as based around Dance too that is), that did in many ways too, obliterate in all ways truly even, what truly did consist of Space and Time in themselves actually {and as with saying that, these Dances in all again, spoke in all truly, of creating Spatial Realities and where in all again, Time in itself, was in many ways totally in all even, erased actually and in all ways truly, the participants to these Ritual based Dances, dealing only with Space in itself actually (and as with stating that, they were Realities/Spaces in all again and as Cleansed too, where just about anything in all, could truly happen: including the Orisha god Ogun for instance making himself shown/seen perhaps (and interestingly enough in all even, as a participant too actually))}. All this, was the setting in all ways truly even, for the fall of the Caribbean, Slavery in itself, and finally/eventually even, the fall of the rather loved old World/Order in many ways truly {as with Human nature all too even, and all over the World too that is, having come to be strongly changed in all even, due not only to the rampant practise of Slavery in itself actually, but just about all other forms of Bondage in many ways truly} {an Innocence in many ways too perhaps, that once did build up Greek and Egyptian Civilization in all ways even, but now truly in all, dead, as most out there today perhaps, do by nature in all too even, believe their fellow man in all, a natural enemy actually}. Caribbean slaves, having come to learn all this (how to manipulate Spatial Realities that is), apparently in all again, moved from rebellion to rebellion in itself {and such that, Napolean II in himself too really, did become involved in it all actually}, and in many ways truly, all this did give birth to the very world of Western (and not Modern truly either), Crime and Violence (and as with Modern/Urban Crime more or less of the Chinese persuasion as mentioned above actually), and in all ways too even, Modern Violence more or less again, White in its ways too actually {and as with speak too even, of violence in all and as observed amongst poor Whites that is}.
Western Capitalist Venture Firms, are Firms in all again that do attempt at the very least, to uphold Western/Modern Economies in all ways truly. What this does mean is that, in a rather boring Western/Modern World in all (and where Crime and Violence too, and a general obsession in all again with Sex that is truly does constitute for excitement in itself actually), Western Capitalist Venture Firms in all truly, are supposed to come up with rather a many interesting/exciting Idea in all, to simply keep things moving in all too really {as with having in all even, people visit Disney Park or even truly perhaps, simply go shopping in all and help 'prop up' (support that is), Western Economies in all too really}. In many ways too really, an Idea (Capitalist Venture Firms that is), that could very well work in Africa and the Caribbean too actually, and as with saying that, Africans in all again {and as with their cultures too actually}, do have an Intimate in all too even, understanding of Western Capitalist Venture Firms in all too really, and as with the work in all again, they do presuppose to do in all too really, is in all ways too even, just how African Societies/Markets in all again, have always truly functioned actually {meaning in all truly, looking for economic opportunity by simply in all again, simply merely in all perhaps, noticing it in many ways truly actually} {in all again perhaps, what is been said here to most is that, this is actually how Western/Modern Economies in all, are truly run like (Western Capitalist Venture Firms), and not, by the (Federal) Banks either (and which simply in many ways, act around input in all too even, coming in from such Venture Firms in all too really)}.
S Club,
there ain't no party like an East Coast party,
Gonna show you how.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-X0EjwF8o0g
In all ways truly even, Bands such as S Club 7 {and as with they even, falsely believed from England or Australia too in all really (when in reality they are actually South Africans)} {and as are the Wayan Brothers too actually (South Africans, and not Americans either)}, are what in all again, Western Capitalist Venture Firms, are truly all about actually {that is, looking for 'talent'/talent or even just about any cultural phenomenon out there actually, and attempts in all again, to replicate it somewhere else in all truly (and as with saying that, S Club 7 is actually South African Pop culture in all ways even), and replicating all this, with as much of a minimal Time factor to it all actually, but with the Space perspective in all again (and as with Spatial Realities too that is), taken into heavy consideration in all actually (and in all ways truly even, just why Western/Modern Economies in all again, tend to be highly unstable in all really: when the talent in all that is, does actually run out)}. Knowing all this (the creation of cultural phenomenons perhaps) {and as mirroring in all too really, the 'stirring up drama' too perhaps}, is the key to learning racist in all even, Western terminology and such as the 'Colour Barrier', or even truly again, 'the Fear of the Black Man' actually, and as in stating that, creative input in the Western/Modern World in all, does reach its heights with its Brownskinned denizens actually, and in the spirit too of 'stirring up drama' perhaps, a natural fear by Whites (and Blacks too even), and in the Modern/Western World too that is, that its Brownskinned populations in all again, are deemed a threat in all too even, and as with regards to a takeover too that is {and as with the Western/Modern Black skinned populations in all, having always been rather truly loyal, to the White skinned peoples seen in the Western/Modern World that is}. In all truly perhaps, knowing all this {Western Capitalist Venture Firms to be at the very heart of the Western/Modern World that is}, is to in all again truly actually question its very existence {and as in saying truthfully that, the real History of the Modern/Western World in all, can in all truly again, be summarized in all really, by Western/Modern Advertising actually (and as with this even, what truly what constitute Modern/Western Economies in all too really)} {and as versus Philosophy, Literature and Religious Media in all too even, and speak too really, of the olden History of Europe that is (and truly even, of its Economies and in all ways too actually)}.
'the Moor'
